July 27 2008

What else could be better than getting yourself drunk while listening to RnB music? It's freaking awesome. But not really drunk because I'm still typing and that. :) Really miss the day when I used to drink a lot with my father and listened to him gossip and brag about his life and stuffs. Well, I guessed his drinking purpose was different from mine. I drink to think about my past, about all the memorable things and stuffs. And probably would cry later, for what I regretted. There were things that I did not really desire to get, yet I have them, while things that I really would even beg or cry for, in the end never came.

My throat is burning right now but the taste gives me an unstoppably warm, sensational and horny feeling.

I stayed overnight at Rahmat's house last night, and trust me, his room was so awesome!

Well, his room is not big. Don't get the wrong idea. He's not as rich as Mr. Siwadol "the mommy boy" or what, instead it is a pretty small room. But the room was unexpectedly so much fabulous than I thought. He turned an ordinary room into something extraordinary and this amazed me, to my heart.Millions of motivation posters, achieviements certificates, maps, maths formulae etc. are blu-tacked all over the wall. There's even one on the roof and I was really surprised because none of my friends I knew has ever done this before. He even made himself a map in his own imagination and it looked just as complicated as a real map. And later he explained to me that the map depicts his own personal life and I felt this was some kind of genius stuff. I mean, really, he got me totally hooked and I wished I were the one who drew the map (which I did not because I COULDN'T DRAW well!).

His family was also heartwarming and welcoming. He has two sisters and his youngest sister was very cute. His father was very friendly, no wonder his children are nice also. Well he can cook.

Next thing I would like to say is his room is like a zoo. He has parrots, turtle, hamsters and they are free to move around the house. How cool is it?

Oh anh man, his grandmother's cooking was awesome. THe noodle with sotong chilli (or was it?) was tasty, even though a bit spicy. and I really had wanted to eat all of them, but finally decided against it because the two sisters hadn't eaten yet....

During the night, we chatted like crazy and dragged on until 3 AM in the morning, when we decided to have a bite because I was suddenly hungry (call it supper). the Indian foodstall was the only stall running that night. Well, the old man who runs the store was a bit cheating and really trying to take all the money from me. After I finished the first dish, he kept asking me "some more, boy?" so I obligingly said yes. This time he charged me more because he added more food inside even though I didn't ask for it. I already could felt he was cheating on me. But nevermind, since I was hungry, two dishes of roti prata is fine.

And so the conversation lasted until almost 5 AM. We talked about almost anything, about our class, about his class, et cetra et cetra.

I think that about covers everything. Time to get to sleep.

Hmmmmmm, Steph.

July 26 2008

Have not been going to HCI for training, and I am starting to miss it. The guys there miss my godlike techniques badly, especially the juniors.

Have been staying back in school these days to study until 10 PM, and this is really more interesting than daytime study. I socialize more with friends and enjoy cracking jokes around while studying. This really suits my style, I like it. Studying has now become more enjoyable more than staying home and read books, which is very dull. But it exhausts me in return, and for that I skipped trainings. My skills could have rusted, but overall my level is there and I still can kill noobs.

Things to do:
- Look for a time to rearrange and tidy up my study corner.
- Pay School fees.
- Look for a time to go for immune injection, or whatever it is.
- Look at my own time management.
- Ask for money (I hate having to do this, I wish I could find a part-time job and become self-reliant, but somehow the "foreigner" status restrict this desire and it is annoying. Really have to try my luck after O level.)
- Follow thoroughly this "things to do" list.
- Allow myself to relieve my stress by listening to music and feel them.

I'm thinking I found another great example of Divine Proportion theory by this little experiment. Probably most of you won't understand what it is, so before reading further, I advise you search for it on wikipedia. I dropped a basketball from a distance my height vertically down to a smooth surface. What I found was interesting: the ball bounced back to my bellybutton height. Take the first distance devide by the second distance where it bounced back and you probably would have this nice figure: 1.618. That is, the ratio between the force of gravity and reactive force (Newton's third Law), and another example of Divine Proportion. I don't know if this is true but this great belief in all these nonsense at least give me a vague idea of my purpose in life.

July 19 2008

Yes. No Joke. I'm going to Hwa Chong Institution next year. Received approved letter from the school and I'm just too happy to be angry. (LOL DOES THIS MAKE SENSE?)

Being an all-rounder gives me more privileges than I thought.

Yes and finally, my dream, has COME TRUE.

HWA CHONG ROSTA OS OS OS ~!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh wait, that is not the end yet. I still have another mission.

Scoring below 20 points ? NO, that's for failures. That's not me. Not at all.

I WANT TO ACE ALL MY SUBJECTS.

The midyear exams are not gonna affect my morale.

I'm gonna strive, again.

July 18 2008

Beep, beep oh look

Now there goes my phone

And once again

I'm just hoping it's a text from you

It ain't right

Read your messages twice, thrice, four times a night it's true

Everyday I patiently wait

Feeling like a fool but I do anyway

Nothing can feel as sweet and as real

Coz no way I would've waited in pain

And maybe it's true I'm caught up on you

Maybe there's a chance you're stuck on me too

Maybe I'm wrong it's all in my head

Maybe we're afraid of words we both hadn't said

I'm always connected online

Look at facebook all the time

Hoping you've checked my profile

Just can't help wondering why you play it cool

But sometimes I'm hopelessly falling for you

Every night on the phone and I

In love with you and I know that you like it girl

All joking inside lets see you and I

Come out and say what you're trying to hide

Like I really want you

I think I need you

Maybe I miss you

I'm thinking of you

Like I really want you

hum ...i will remember today ..what a bad day!!!!!!!!

hum!!! exam's over ...then tmr the result 's coming out ..so scary..

but before that we 've already celebrate st ...went Mc....then ate breakfast..soooooo luxurious!!!!!!!!

ayyo ..my bad english !!! ..cannot come out any words ...hum..


it was about 10 am st ......
they're buying their meals....
Suenan's eating hash browns ....actually fry potatoes only...

happiness..i understand...( but maybe because he saw his food was coming )

my coffee's very sweet...but never mind ..i love sweet

very normal...hum !!!!!!!!

very funny ...today we got Amath p2 ..when everybody looked at question 1 ..ohmygod.."what the he....is this ?".....about circle...so difficult ..the paper...hum ..i'm not expecting much in midyear exam ...

sorry for my bad english...but i tried my best ald ....ok !!

July 15 2008

I'm not really someone who likes to blog. But I don't want this blog to die either, so I'll just carry on writing something down, so it becomes a memorable memory. Not something miserable.

I want to cherish the memories where I used to work together with a girl who was fun to be around with, who always looked at me, who always smiled when I was there, who decided to work overnight with me, who always made coffee when I felt sleepy, who put too much milk inside the coffee that made it lose the bitter taste, who initiated who hold my hand, who made noodle herself and we ate together, who was overly happy when I gave her her birthday present, who was hooked by my smile, who was in joy when she knew that I confessed to everyone I love her, who always asked everyone I know about me, who always felt jealous (this is annoying) when I looked at somebody else, who love children a lot, and who was the only person I cared enough to wait under the rain for.

Those are real things that happened to me. Even though it pained me everytime I thought about it, but it at least gave me the feelings of being loved in return. You made a mistake of asking everyone too much about me, and kept things too much to yourself, but I made an even worse mistake for lying to you. So this is punishment. I lost you to someone else, probably more worthy to be with you than me. That was a good choice though, because I lose interests easily, and probably wouldn't take care of you properly. Though, it still hurt to know you having sex with somebody else. I'm sure that's the end of our relationship. Have a good life.

But if you want to come back, I have something to tell you: "Fuck off". That's life man, you're a non-virgin now, go ask somebody else.

Sometimes vulgarities help.

July 07 2008

work done!

Some random pictures.

Aaron has a blog, I didn't know it.

http://www.aaron-streetballer.blogspot.com/

Don't know how to tag it. Michelle help me!

the schedule in school today was Social Studies paper followed by Chemistry P2 and P1. Although it was not a very bad day for others, but it is quite horrible day for me. I didn't manage to do one seven-mark question in Social Studies paper and skipped a 10-mark question in Chemistry paper, Section B. That was what resulted from not studying the day before. But I cannot be blamed though, =) because the day before was an extremely exhausting day for me. I only had 4 hours of sleep, and during most of the lessons, I always had to fight the urge to doze off~. And when I reached home, I continued sleeping for another 5 hours. After I woke up, I already thought that there were no point to study anymore, so I just eat, took a shower, read Da Vinci, and sleep again. The exam was not an important one anyway so I couldn't care less. But I will do better next time. I'm sure....

But what makes me happy is that I still can do most of the paper even though I didn't study at all. =) I only skipped those that require memory work. Boring stuffs.

Got a new haircut. And I realized that I also spend a lot of money on haircut eh? Not because "I CARE" about my hair, but it is because my hair is growing damn fucking fast, and I look retarded with long hair.

Besides RnB, Hiphop, Pop music. I also take a great interest in instrumental music. Really like it, I listen to it whenever I feel peaceful in mind.

Gotta mug for Geography now, hopefully I can get full mark for Geography paper to make up for the terrible work in Social Studies.

P.S. Right now I'm hungry.

July 06 2008

I'm sure you all will like this, especially Shengnan and Yumeng. I really like this video.

03 July 2008

Turn out I did not have to hand over the laptop. I persuaded my uncle in a very mature way as if we are discussing business.

Youth day T-Shirt this year is not bad actually. And my brother was really observant: He pointed out that the design looks like the school magazine. nice one brother lol.

One more thing, I didn't know that he used to have a girlfriend in sec 2 in Fajar. I was like "WTF?! you had a girlfriend?". but the most shocking thing is he went out with her once, into the cinema. LOL, I can't fucking believe he even had a girlfriend~!!!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~! LOL but they only went out once, then he transferred school, lol. Too bad.

I just wrote a paragraph full of vulgarities only for Jeremiah, but finally decided against it because this is a public blog after all.

Nothing much today.