November 16

"If a girl says she hates you, that'll probably mean she likes you but you break her heart."

Shit.

How do I apologize then. But what happened anyway?

Somebody explains to me....

Come on, future psychologist, crack your skull.
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I'm going back on the 18 November.

Didn't want to go back so early. But mom misses me so much. -.-'

Why do we have to argue every time we settle anything. :

She has her own way, and I have my own way. If things don't go her way, she got angry, frustrated and start cursing, then tell everyone she is the most miserable woman in the world.

Wanted to stay for a while longer, until late December. Hmmm, but that seems impossible now.

The ticket is bought.

Old and frail mother. I love you.

I'm coming back. Happy?

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What happends when somebody related to you in anyway, say he is an uncle, and he called you a "fucking idiot, a fucking bastard" just because of a misunderstanding, even though you respected him so much?

My brother cried. I was speechless. I couldn't believe somebody related in the family could have said such a thing.

And he is 48 years old. Peter is only 16.

I wish he was not related to me, so I could whack him like the way he used to whack his dog.

But now what I wish was get the fuck out of this terrace house. The whole family is fucked up, from father to daughter, all except for Daniel and the poor dog.

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Graduation night was one hell of a night.

I took a lot of photos, but seems like I don't have anything with me now.

I won a three-digit MP3 player, 1st prize. But after I got drunk, I left it behind with my friends LOL. I was about to give it to someone but never mind, since it is lost.

I drank so much beer and Vodka, much more than anyone, and I had no choice but to stay at sean's place for the night. Lol it has been so long since I sleep with air-con on.

Maybe because of the Vodka that I got really dizzy. I used to drink tons of Victoria Bitter on a ship and didn't feel anything.

"You're crazy." Stephanie.

For that night, yes. Am I still scary?

You're the second person who are scared of me.

Shit, forgot to ask her why she thinks I'm a mystery.

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People says I'm a girl-magnet. Does that mean I attract girl or the other way round?

It works for both I guess.

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People, let's laugh together.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PKgZy_e5EZw&feature=rec-HM-r2

Next time when I have a family, I definitely must have a Shih Tzu, a black one, with stripes, to commemorate the dog that passed away early on, and a Golden Retriever. That would be cool. :)

Shih Tzu is cute, Golden Retriever is faithful and friendly.