So And So.

We can never stop committing sins, for we unconciously did so without realizing it. The only thing we can make a change in ourselves is to repent and seek for God's help. To be a better person, that is the only way you can compensate to Him, and everyone around you. Everyone is guilty, nobody is perfect.

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My true gift does not lie in education or study I realize. I prefer playing sports so much more to sitting down and do a research on something. No matter how hard you persevere, it's still futile since you don't put your heart into it. I never put my heart into studying, I never enjoyed it, like what I do in Judo. I can spend the whole day practicing Judo, or hours into playing guitar, but I can never put myself into studying. I don't enjoy it. >.<

So and so, I always dream of myself being somebody who can play music well (be it a pianist, or a guitarist) or someone who can paint like Leonardo Da Vinci. I don't wish to become a businessman, or an architect, engineer, etc. Such dull and monotonous lives are not what I'm seeking for. Instead, I'm looking for something where I can experience both the high and the low moments in life, where I can experience hardship and peace at the same time. Just that I am not courageous enough to pursue that dream.

"Doing what you like is achieving abundance in life." I missed this quote.

I'm quite stupid. -.-'