December 30 2008

Hi guys, girls and guys.

I have been too busy these days to blog. Yes, lots of stuffs going on at my house. Good and bad ones. New things keep coming up. Specifically I got work, Judo, house chores, parties, Christmas, blah blah blah.....

Not to mention I am also studying during holidays. Yes, it's true.

But I'm having quite a decent life. Hope things will be better in 2009.

Before I sign off..........

Happy early new year. Because I might not be on for a while later.

Ya, happy new year.

And girl, cute girl, I love you. I don't know when I'm gonna stop thinking about you but my heart still keeps a part of you in me. I wish you a happy life ahead. Go on and never turn back. Forget the past.

P.S. Life in Secondary school is boring, especially mine. I'm gonna be very outgoing in JC.

Have fun.


Oo the quiz, save it for later. =))

December 21 2008

Human beings are jealous too, and it's all very common. When I am jealous, I think that there are millions of people out there who are also jealous at the same time as I am right now, and it makes me feel less lonely.

so retarded.

Oh o Happy Birthday

19/12/2008
22/12/2008

December 02 2008

Hehehe.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vr3x_RRJdd4

December 01 2008

I got a new pair of specstacles.

It's new, and very good. But it's expensive.

Damn expensive.

I regretted buying it.

.............

My very first girlfriend's father passed away. Sickness.

I only heard his voice once. Just once.....

I feel sorry for her. :'(


Another shocking truth I found out is that one of my closest friend went to jail. Yes it's true. He stole a bike. His young wife left him for somebody else. They both were only 18.

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Anyway, Christmas is coming.

And I am here rotting away at home. ARGH.

Gotta find something to do.

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It's getting cold out there, wear something warm Cassandra. :) Don't get sick.
Thank you for making me feel happy.
Enjoy your holiday.
Without me.

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63kg.

November 28 2008

Backache.
Judo.

Muscleache.
Judo.

Injury.
Judo.

A bruise on my left eye.
Judo.

whole body ache.
Judo.

I should have stopped judo. Yesterday I just went back to training. That's when I met my senior judoka. He is now training in the army. a professional judoka.

I sparred with him the whole training period and I was half-dead. exhausted.

But in return, he taught me some new moves, and treated me a drink. :p Not bad.

Eh, at least I'm his favourite junior sparring partner, he claimed.

The last time I met him, I was very, very young and small. One of the best seniors that I respected.

My body is still aching now as I am blogging.

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I feel like hugging miss C. Lim. :p I like her smile.

I would hug you very tight and would not let you go. I would make you feel warm and won't let you get sick. Not before Christmas.

..........

But now I couldn't even lift my body up for lunch. ARGH!

I hope nobody is jealous here.



Lol, but a girl likes to ignore me. Sad.

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I'm freaking tired, I think I need a rest. OMFG

November 26 2008

I'm invited to do a quiz by Kristin Wan Jin Hui, so since I don't want to be rude, I will do it now.

1. The person who tagged you is: lol, Stephanie.
2. Your relationship with him/her:
Friend.
3. Your five impression of him/her:
attractive, princess-like, mixed blood, mature, self-confidence.
4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you:
She shy away when she saw me smile at her. :p
5. If he/she become my lover?
good question. Next.
6. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you:
"I think you are a mystery"
7. If he/she becomes my lover,he/she has to improved on?
Just be herself that's all. :p can't force anyone when they want it that way.
8. If she becomes your enemy?
that means my life is fucked, even a good friend becomes enemy.
9 What is it you want to tell her?
Love your life.
10.Overall impression Good?
Go back to question 3.
11.How do you think the people around you feel about you:
Dozens don't like me, even good friends, and others respect me.
12.The character you love most about yourself?
my character swings like my mood all the time!
13.Pass this quiz to 10 person.

1. Claudia
2. Michelle
3. Ashley
4. Paulene
5. Shengnan
6. Yumeng
7. Riki
8. Jeremiah
9. Siwadol
10. Andrean

14.Who is number 6 having relationsion with?
She is single.
15.Is number 9 a female or male?
70% male.
16.If number 7 and 10 together, good?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
17.When was the last time you talk to number 3?
number 9's birthday.
18.What is number 2 studying about?
Korea-related stuff.
19.Does number 1 has siblings?
I think so.
20.Does 5 and 9 get along ?
They are attached.
21.Talk about number 2:
smart girl, cute, very hard working, but too obsessed to Korea.
22.Are you best friend with number 5?
Not even close, we fight a lot of times.
23.What is number 10 doing?
I don't know.

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November 16

"If a girl says she hates you, that'll probably mean she likes you but you break her heart."

Shit.

How do I apologize then. But what happened anyway?

Somebody explains to me....

Come on, future psychologist, crack your skull.
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I'm going back on the 18 November.

Didn't want to go back so early. But mom misses me so much. -.-'

Why do we have to argue every time we settle anything. :

She has her own way, and I have my own way. If things don't go her way, she got angry, frustrated and start cursing, then tell everyone she is the most miserable woman in the world.

Wanted to stay for a while longer, until late December. Hmmm, but that seems impossible now.

The ticket is bought.

Old and frail mother. I love you.

I'm coming back. Happy?

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What happends when somebody related to you in anyway, say he is an uncle, and he called you a "fucking idiot, a fucking bastard" just because of a misunderstanding, even though you respected him so much?

My brother cried. I was speechless. I couldn't believe somebody related in the family could have said such a thing.

And he is 48 years old. Peter is only 16.

I wish he was not related to me, so I could whack him like the way he used to whack his dog.

But now what I wish was get the fuck out of this terrace house. The whole family is fucked up, from father to daughter, all except for Daniel and the poor dog.

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Graduation night was one hell of a night.

I took a lot of photos, but seems like I don't have anything with me now.

I won a three-digit MP3 player, 1st prize. But after I got drunk, I left it behind with my friends LOL. I was about to give it to someone but never mind, since it is lost.

I drank so much beer and Vodka, much more than anyone, and I had no choice but to stay at sean's place for the night. Lol it has been so long since I sleep with air-con on.

Maybe because of the Vodka that I got really dizzy. I used to drink tons of Victoria Bitter on a ship and didn't feel anything.

"You're crazy." Stephanie.

For that night, yes. Am I still scary?

You're the second person who are scared of me.

Shit, forgot to ask her why she thinks I'm a mystery.

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People says I'm a girl-magnet. Does that mean I attract girl or the other way round?

It works for both I guess.

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People, let's laugh together.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PKgZy_e5EZw&feature=rec-HM-r2

Next time when I have a family, I definitely must have a Shih Tzu, a black one, with stripes, to commemorate the dog that passed away early on, and a Golden Retriever. That would be cool. :)

Shih Tzu is cute, Golden Retriever is faithful and friendly.

A STRANGER AND A SHIRT.

He does the same thing every single day of his miserable life.

Every morning, his alarm clock rings precisely at 7.03 a.m. He gives himself ten more seconds before he hits the snooze button, and another two more minutes to get up and enter the bathroom. In twenty-five minutes, he has to brush his teeth, take a shower and change into his working clothes. He takes another fifteen minutes to finish his breakfast(eggs, they must be scrambled), before stepping out of his empty flat, turning his key in two perfect turns. He turns around and presses the lift button. It is 7.45 a.m.

As he steps out onto the ground floor, he's got to find a way to get to work. At this point he has two choices: To turn left or right. To his left is a grey cement pavement, short and dull. On his right was a small geren field and trees, with a downtrodden dirt path. It is full of wild grass and vivid colours of mimosas, but it is five minutes longer than the alternative.

He never takes the right route.

Along the way at the bus stop he is lost in the sea of hectic people. He sees students carrying tin can appealing for Flag Day donations, but never once does he pull out his wallet. Few people did, so logically, why should he? He climbs onto the bus two minutes later, trying to forget the poor old woman at the bus stop peddling packets of tissue to him. He never once helped her.

He arrives at his workplace earlier than everyone else. He takes a glance at his silver watch and the hand is always precisely at nine. He is, as usual, fifteen minutes earlier than anyone else. He takes exactly ten steps to arrive at his office cubicle beside the window, looks out, and then starts work for the day. No on ever bothers to talk to him, and he doesn't bother to talk to anyone. Occasionally he brings his cup to his mouth, sips his coffe ( always coffe), and places it on the right hand side of the table, exactly half a metre away from him.

He does this every single day until 5p.m., and then he packs up and heads home on the grey cement pavement, the left route. Not a head turns to look at him; no one invites him to join them for dinner. Instead, he spends the long lonely night in his empty flat, watching football match re-runs silently and he eventually falls asleep in front of his television. He would wake up sometime near midnight, rub his dry eyesand crawl into his bed finally, waiting for the alarm clock to ring at precisely 7.03 A.M.

That was his life-a routine that went on and on. He always ties his shoelace from his left foot first. He always picks up his phone to check for calls before he turns on the television. He always wears his watch on his right write. He always eats chicken rice on Thursday evenings.

He doesn't remember a time when he didn't follow this monotonous routine. For the past nine years, three months and twenty-one days of his working life, his world has revolved around the same, methodical cycle, and he didn't think it would change.

He doesn't even remember the last time he stopped to think about it, until today.

He woke up with a jolt as his alarm clock rang at 7.03 a.m. Drowsily, he slammed the snooze button, and fumbled his way to the bathroom, ready to brush his teeth, take his usual shower and get changed for work in less than half an hour.

Something went wrong today though. He couldn't seem to find his green, love-sleeved shirt for some strange reason, and it troubled him very much. It was a Tuesday, and on Tuesdays, he always wore a green shirt. He had done so for the past nine years, three months and twenty-one days of his life and nothing went wrong until now. Five minutes later, he finally gave up on his futile search, putting on a lavender coloured crisp shirt.

The shirt was exactly the same size as his former green one the only difference being its colour. Somehow though, the cotton seemed to make him itch, the collar was too stiff and the shirt seemed to be too tight all of a sudden.

It was a Thursday shirt, not a Tuesday one. This thouht made him squirm.

He felt oddly uncomfortable in it. He never wore something other than that green shirt on Tuesdays, and it just made him feel fidgety. There was something quite wrong in wearing lavender today, and it made him feel weird and out of place.

But there wasn't another choice, and reluctantly he tried to face that fact that he was not wearing his Tuesday shirt. He glanced at his watch, and with another soft flip in his heart, he dashed out of the house, knowing the he would be late after all. He turned the doorknob and key twice, and entered the lift. It was oddly, not 7.45 a.m., but 8.

Once again he reached downstairs, and again he had to make a choice between two routes. Usually he would have taken the left without even having second thoughts, but today he hesitated. Something in his natural rhythm of movement stopped him from moving left, and instead egged him on to take the right. To the right? He paused, but then his feet moved toward the grey pavement on the left, and he mentally scolded himself for even thinking about it.

Of course he missed the bus, with all the trouble of the lost shirt he had in the morning. And this sudden realisation startled him. He had never, not once in nine years, three months and twenty-one days, missed the bus. Something odd was occurring, and he knew it. He just couldn't pinpoint what was wrong.

He arrived at work, almost a minute late Most of his colleagues were already there, and curiously they stared at the man, the one who always sat in his cubicle silently, the one who was never late, the one who wore green shirt on uesdays. They gawked at this man who rushed into the office wearing a lavender shirt, puffing heavily and one minute late.

Some turned to check the calender. It was Tuesday, wasn't it?

He arrived at his seat, dismayed to find himself in such a situation. Trying once again to shake off the oddlyness( Was there such a word? He never ever used improper English) that was happening. All would be all right, he convinced himself, once he started again on his work. And so he faced his wooden desk prepared to bury himself in the pile of files and paperwork.

Only there was none. His table was empty all except for a coffe mug. He had been too efficient. He had finished all of today's work the day before. There was nothing left to do.

He tried to create work for himself. He tidied up his table, keeping various pens and notes organised. He made himself a fresh cup of coffe. He tried to read through the tax file that he was supposed to submit two days later.

In less than an hour, he was done, finding that he had nothing else to do.

Idly he looked out of the window, tapping his fingers absently. For nine years, three months and twenty-one days he had sat in this very cubicle, and never once did he bother to look out of the window more than that one-second glance every morning. He decided there was nothing todo anyway, and so he tuned his head and peered through the foggy class.

He stared out at the scenery before him, only to find very little to admire. There was no profusion of flowers and scarcely any trees in the area. In fact, he observed that the streets were made of grey cement, not unlike the pavement he took every morning. Tall, steel-coloured buildings surrounded the area, also very much likethe building he enteredevery morning for work. Concrete jungle, really, was the most apt word to describe it.

He spied swarms of people everywhere, crossing the street, looking at their watches, fiddling with their files. No one paid closed attention to anyone, and no one cared. He wondered if he was one of them, lost in this world of monotony and routine. And then he realised that he didn't just wonder... he knew.

He was one of them.

He, like those people, had their lives built around routines and mobile phones. They were never spontaneous, and too absorbed in themselves to care about anything else. They were boring and dull, just busy, hectic people with busy, hectic lives. They never stopped for anything-everything in their life was planned. They only wore business suits ties and tailored pants, just like him.

Just like him...

How long had he belonged to this world that went in circles. He realised he had no answer. Was it all nine years, three months and twenty-one days he had experienced? Or had it been even more? Life had always just been a cycle to him, doing something in the morning and then reapeating it the next day. And the next. And the next. And the next.

Wake up, eat, work, watch TV, sleep. Wake up, eat, work, watch TV, sleep. Repeat next day. Repeat, whole life.

He saw those people passing and going by, passing and going away. They appeared, and were gone in a flash. They passed one another, but none of them greeted. None of them talked. They never stopped either, and their feet seemed to move on their own.

And he was one of them, he just never realised. And he knew taht they never realised. Some had even been following routines for a longer time than he.

Someone on the streets caught his eye again, a girl in just a simple skirt and flowered shirt. That was all. She was not dressed in a business suit. For a moment she moved like everybody on the streets, with direction and purpose with every step, as if trained with years of practice. But then she stopped.

She didn't move from that spot. She just stood there in the middle of the busy street where everyone was hurrying along. Closing her eyes, she tilted hear head up toward the sun, catching the bright glow onto her face. She let the sunlight fall onto her tan face, basking in the warmth of the light as it danced on her skin. She stretched her hands out, as if letting the light wind pass through her hair. She breathed in deeply, inhaling air and enjoying the cool rush. She just stood there in the middle of streets for two minutes doing absolutely nothing. And then she walked away.

A mystery. He couldn't help but wonder what she was thinking. Who was she? Did she belong to this world of monotony too? Or was she only passing by? Was she enjoying a spontaneous moment, or merly reliving a fine memory in her life? Or maybe, she just wanted to enjoy the little things in life - something he hadn't done in a long time. In fact, he hadn't thought about anything else but work for a very long time.

She didn't live in a routine, like he did. Something about her behaviour just triggered him, giving him the drive to be more inspiring than he was now. He wanted to stop, to pause, to appreciate the little things and not get lost in concrete and monotony. He didn't want to be that way. He wanted to break out of the never-ending cycle, to live what he should have so many years ago - a life.

He wanted to be like her.

Maybe he didn't have to follow a routine. Maybe he could take the right route home today, and admire the trees that he wanted to so many times. Maybe tomorrow he didn't have to wake up at 7.03 a.m. anymore. Maybe he could buy a packet of tissue from the old lady at the bus stop, or slip a coin into one of those donation tin cans. Maybe he could take a different bus. And maybe, he could just stop for ten seconds every day to enjoy the sun or appreciate the clouds.

Perhaps he could even start now.

"Hey, anynoe wants to join me for lunch today?"

Funny how a stranger or something so silly as a geren shirt can affect your life. Especially if said shirt is now lying somewhere in the corner of the bedroom of a flat, crumpled and rolled up on the floor.

He was eccentric. He's gone mad today, yes. But whatever it was, he is glad he could finally find the chance to remember how to breathe again.

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Rest in Peace.

I love you.

November 11 2008

It's funny how this girl who always pretend to look away or hide behind the wall whenever she saw me, and then occasionally turned her direction and glanced at me, but immediately looked away. How cute.

All just because I told her she's pretty.

I've already graduated. I wonder if I can see her again.

If fates meet.

November 06 2008

Nothing has happened so far, I remain as boring as ever.

I like this piano piece from this blog which belongs to a Hwa Chong student here. if anyone happens to know how to find it please send it to me or at least let me know. I asked the boy and he doesn't seem to know how to find. Duh~. (Vain hope.)
http://emo-no-more.blogspot.com/

I did pretty much nothing today. Just stay at home and rest because I have been not feeling well. man......

I lost my voice. But it's not too terrible heh. Last night was worst. After taking the medicine I felt much better.

Since I didn't go anywhere, all I did was staying home, read books, do a bit of revision, and use computer.

Talk about computer, I remembered I haven't had my laptop fixed yet. -.-
K it will be added to things-to-do list.

And, surprise, I already finished Twilight yesterday. The night before that I started reading and I couldn't put down the book. The story was so marvelous I stayed up the whole night just to read it, and this no doubt worsens my health condition.

I gotta watch Twilight the movie. I must watch. However the guy who starred in the movie doesn't look as muscular and buff as described by the book. He is good looking though.

2 more papers, and I'm FREE.

WELCOME TO THE FREE WORLD.

Oh and one more thing.
Congratulation to Baracks Obama. I think he is the right man for the right job.

That's all, piece.

November 03 2008

I have a ridiculous headache today and this put me in a state of IMMENSE ANGER! (Grr...). So when I got home I just immediately jumped to bed, before hurting somebody. :D

Right now the headache has subsided but I'm so hungry....... I didn't eat dinner so later probably I will go grab a bite in McDonalds, provided I have enough strength.

Luckily the pain comes after the Social Studies paper. If not, I might as well have abandoned the most important paper and knock myself out on the table, while everyone is harrassingly writing whatever they could think of, and look at me with a smirk on their faces.

Alright Here's my Things-to-do list after O level:
- Go back to training.
- Go back to gym.
- Gain 5kg.
- ZOUKOUT!
- Have my ear pierced. :p
- Find a part-time job.
- Get my laptop fixed.
- Enjoy my holiday.
- Find things to improve my life.
- My special person.
- Learn how to tidy myself up.
- Learn more about Psychology and Philosophy.

I think i'm getting back to the "Important but not urgent" way of life by Coach Sabrina. :P

That's all folks. Good night.

ARGH! The headache.

November 01 2008

I was intending to go to school tomorrow to ask Mdm Rajinee something about the exam then I realized tomorrow is Sunday.

WTF??

I really lost track of the time. Just a moment ago I thought today is Wednesday or Thursday. So, screw it.

3 more papers to go.

Please get over it faster.

Let's see what I can do on holidays.

But first thing would be come back to my daily routine. Gym and Judo training. I must get back my shape and increase my weight. I must get 65kg by next year.xD Right now it's 61 so it won't be a very hard task eh?

I WANNA GO TO ZOUK!!~@~!)~#(#)!@$(. And there are so many other places in Singapore I have yet to discovered.

Now i realize that our class is an anti-social organization. It seems that I'm the only person who likes to hang out with other classes, the rest are like "who's that?" Duh~.


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God, please help her do well in O level. Oh and don't forget to help me also. (:

What a cute girl, with all that "hehex" and "hahas".

I miss you.

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I'm going out to Orchard tonight. LET"S ROLL~L~~!

October 24 2008

Ken's small birthday celebration yesterday was awesome.

I need to thank these following people:

(Jacques) Li Jun Liang - for helping me buy the cake and share half the price.

Mr. Keynes Yeo - DnT Assistant Teacher - for letting me use the fridge to preserve the cake.

All 4E1 classmates for helping celebrate the happy birthday boy.

Who else.???????

Me - For organising everything. :P

That was the best I could do for my friends, so as to keep at least a meaningful memory of us all together, before everyone depart for their own jouney.


O levels:

So far so good. I'm finally relieved that the first week - the most stressful week - is finally over. The schedule was packed and those deadly subjects - English, Additional Maths, Chemistry - all fall on the first week. Finally it's over, the next few weeks there will be more gaps in between papers so I guess I can relax a bit.

However I have a very bad feeling about this. There are a lot of days free until Physics paper, and this gives me a feeling that the Physics paper is gonna be very very hard.

Well, better be prepared than sorry.

Alright, about this week's O level performance, for me.

Chemistry P.2 - well done. I'm not sure if it is really good, but since I can finish all the paper, let's say it's well done.

English (full papers) - Mediocre. However this time I have done much better than the other times.

A.Maths P.1 - WELL DONE! I have not done any better than this. It is very likely that I can get 90%+++ for this paper.

Geography - same as A.Maths P.1

Maths P.1 - piece of cake.

A.Maths P.2 - the paper is so freaking hard, contradicting to paper 1, which is so damn fucking easy. However I managed to finish most of the questions, and I hope I can get 80 and above for paper 2. But I managed to solve one very hard question in the paper, raising my chance to getting 80+ for the paper, and I felt quite satisfied with myself.:) Another amazing fact is that I was sleepless for the previous night, and managing the questionswithout falling asleep is a miracle. Don't ask me why.

That's over for this week.

K gotta doze.

October 20 2008

HAPPY.~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!!~~!~!~!

Not because I did well for Chemistry. Well, doing well for Chemistry is a must so there's no need to be happy about it.

At least I cleared one subject.

5 more to go.



HAPPY.~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!!~~!~!~!

Lol, sometimes I'm like a child. old body but childish mind.

October 17 2008

Good luck guys for O level. Don't chiong.



I have not updated my blog for so long because I have been busy studying these days. ]



Today I'm going to Civic Center again to study, but not in the library. =)



I'm very excited for O level. You can say that I'm quite prepared for it.



and I can't wait for O level to finish, so I finally can come back to training, go to gym, hang out, movies and enjoy my fucking boring holiday.
































I can't wait to go to Hwa Chong. But one thing I don't like is that in June everyone must be botak......

Book Time:

Currently reading Seizure by Robin Cook. Jeremiah's remarks: he would buy this book from me but I refused =D.

"21: Bringing down the house" was decent. 7/10.

"Jumper" was awesome. I like the ending. you guys should read it. even though the book is very sci-fictional but the storyline is superb, with exciting events and passionate love. Unrealistic it may be, but Imagination is what I like to do. 9/10.

The Broken Window by Jeffery Deaver is to be read.

Dan Brown's books, which Jeremiah truly abhorred due to their violation to his religious beliefs.

I realized I haven't got a favourite female writer. Next time I will look into Stephanie Mayer's Books. hmmmm. (the Vampiric series: Twilight, New Moon , etc etc.)

Cathedral, such an old book.

Oh and Necropolis by Anthony Horowitz, teenager fiction.

Those are books to be read.

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"Courage is a means with regard to fear and confidence." - Aristotle.

04 October 2008

Study.

2 Oct 2008

I'm pretty much back to my own self. I have got back my confidence and determination. I start to enjoy life pretty much more.

O level is nothing now, just another stone blocking my way.

All thanks to a girl.

You made my day.

Thank you.

Now I know what I lack of.

29 September 2008

Damn irritating.

It's already 11:17 PM and I still couldn't sleep.

I'm so worried about my Chemistry. I did a practise paper today and after checking through the answer, all I got was only an embarrassing B3. I've lost my scoring ability for Chemistry. I guess I have to drop Chemistry nevertheless. It's a waste actually, to study for four years then drop it.

But right now I can't sleep.

So many things have happened.

I saw a SHOOTING STAR.

a few days ago.

I couldn't remember what I had wished.

But I hope it will come true eventually.

September 24 2008

Only I can solve my own problem.

Even though I stopped thinking about her, and tried to carry on with my own life, I still cannot completely put her out of my mind.

She is there. Just one call and I can talk to her, and I can tell her "I miss you so much." and tell her how much I love her, how much I need her. But I just couldn't do it, I just stared at the number blankly then put down my handphone, I have long lost the will to talk to her again, such a coward. She is my motivational source and the reason why I stand up whenever I fall down. There is no other girl in the world, no matter how pretty, that can replace her in my heart. But I didn't have enough strength to talk to her.

I wonder why I had to have a crush on her. Probably god wanted to enlighten my path. She was the person who had changed me completely, inside out.

Just now I met a girl from Civic center. she looked perfectly normal, or what I would call is very ordinary, just like any other schoolgirls. But one thing that struck me is that she looked EXACTLY like her, from the body figure, posture to hairstyle, everything almost the same, except for her face, which is slightly more good-looking. I was half-dead when I saw her, and I almost felt the urge to talk to her, to ask for her number. SHE DID LOOKED BACK AT ME, not once or twice, but 5 times, well man I think she also likes me, for a shortwhile. I regretted not asking that ACJC girl.

I don't deserve to live in this world.

September 15 2008

Cool.

I studied like mad for Chemistry and all I get is 53/80. Utterly disappointing.

I'm wondering if I should continue studying Chemistry during JC time.

Right now I'm having an interest in China Studies. heh =). Sounds more interesting. But Chemistry in JC is more practical than in O level. It would be useful in life, but the point is I don't like Chemistry, not a tiny bit.

The physics paper was impossibly difficult. I managed to finish fast but there were still confusion here and there. Everyone got different answers. I even had doubts about my answers, all the numbers and logic jumbled up in my mind. Soon I will be gone crazy.

And this is the first time when I spent the whole 2 hr 30 minutes to finish the Maths paper, but still didn't manage to finish it.

There are only 10 questions, but all of them takes 1-whole-paper-long solution and mistakes are very likely to occur. As I was doing, I felt a surge of a strangely familiar and nostagic feelings. I always had this kind of feelings in the past when I was struggling for Maths papers only. This time it came out from nowhere again. The feeling was hard to describe. I could only give a vague idea that it was like something, or someone innocent and harmless-looking immediately turns heroic and agressive in a tick of time. I know it does not make any slightest rational sense, even in an imaginary way. I also don't understand, probably because I was nervous or something.

Does that mean I have not been nervous for so long?

After the papers, I went back and spent the whole afternoon reading Black Valley by Jim Brown, and finished it. Everything written inside was crap, nonsense, futuristic and is a just-for-relax type. It talked about physics, Supernatural, Science, but mostly revolves around time travel, and unbelievable events, and it is fiction. I swear I don't understand all of them, and I doubted if the writer really had any idea what he was writing, and I felt that reading it was a total waste of time. However I was so hooked to it because I love the suspense he was able to create, the gore and violence, blood, sex particularly. The book also contained humours here and there. The book shows another unreal theory (probably, I'm not sure) of quantum physics which I don't know what the heck it is. This leads to time-space travel and stuffs. Some of the characters actually have similar characteristics as I am.

I rate it 7/10. =)

Here I am writing crap when tomorrow there is Physics P1 and A.Maths P2? And it's already 11.09 PM.

I wonder what career I want to do in the future. I don't seem to have interest in anything in life. After all I'm still a wanderer.

I want to join the army. =) I enjoy physical training.

obliterating is the new word I learnt.

September 13 2008

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OUfpKzdLtec

Omarion is my new favourite.

awesome R&B.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YamDStEvwPE&feature=related

And this is another awesome piano piece, playing to Ice Box by Omarion.

September 10 2008

I love instrumental music. It makes me feel like myself.

Back to Prelim exam.

I am dead with Social Studies. I only did 3 source-based questions. Not because I didn't have enough time. It's because I was too tired and didn't bother to continue. Failure is a sure thing.

A. Maths. Definitely much better than Social Studies paper, but also pretty much the same. Skipped a few questions, a few wrongs. I hate making mistakes. A. Maths is just damn fucking irritating because you can make mistakes easily. I have to practise more.

Now that I realized. I should have taken arts instead of A.Maths.

Ken told me that I have been becoming more and more an arty type recently. The fact is that I want to become more arty and sporty more than being brainy.

Drunk.

Last night was great.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-neZL4_O6sQ

Once I finish practising "Someday the dreams will end" I will proceed on to this piece. But this is fucking hard, as you can see the way Kyle plays it. It's one tough piece to practice and guaranteed for experienced pianist only. I'm only a beginner...

But let's just hope I can do it. And I'm not gonna stop until I got it.

Cannon piano seems to be so much easier than this.

Now. Let's just study for god's sake. Prelim is nearing, or imminent. :)

Reminiscence.

If you don't forget about the past, you cannot move on. If you cannot move on, you will never progress. Take it as a learning experience. Failure is mother of success. Don't look for it, it will come to you naturally.

22 August 2008

Kids Are Quick

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TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America ..

MARIA: Here it is.

TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America ?

CLASS: Maria.

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TEACHER: John, why are you doing your math multiplication on the floor?

JOHN: You told me to do it without using tables.

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TEACHER: Glenn, how do you spell 'crocodile?

'GLENN: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L'

TEACHER: No, that's wrong

GLENN: Maybe it is wrong, but you asked me how I spell it.

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TEACHER: Donald, what is the chemical formula for water?

DONALD: H I J K L M N O.

TEACHER: What are you talking about?

DONALD: Yesterday you said it's H to O.

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TEACHER: Winnie, name one important thing we have today that we didn't have ten years ago.

WINNIE: Me!

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TEACHER: Glen, why do you always get so dirty?

GLEN: Well, I'm a lot closer to the ground than you are.

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TEACHER: Millie, give me a sentence starting with 'I.'

MILLIE: I is..

TEACHER: No, Millie..... Always say, 'I am.'

MILLIE: All right..... 'I am the ninth letter of the alphabet.'

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TEACHER: George Washington not only chopped down his father's cherry tree, but also admitted it. Now, Louie, do you know why his father didn't punish him?

LOUIS: Because George still had the axe in his hand.

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TEACHER: Now, Simon, tell me frankly, do you say prayers before eating?

SIMON: No sir, I don't have to, my Mom is a good cook.

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TEACHER: Clyde , your composition on 'My Dog' is exactly the same as your brother's. Did you copy his?

CLYDE : No, sir. It's the same dog.

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TEACHER: Harold, what do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?

HAROLD: A teacher

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Another interesting facts:

This funny story occured during Geography lesson this morning, when we were supposed to do a few questions and hand in when the period ends.

I was lazy to do because, well, the answers to the questions were quite obvious, so I just copied every single thing from Siwadol. And I mean everything.

Ken finished before me and he passed it to Miss Thia for a quick check-through. Overall she said his answers deserved full marks before he had clearly stated the neccessary points and elaborations.

But When it came to my turn, she looked through the paper and this is what she said:

"Hmmm, I think your answers were not very clear leh, compared to Ken's one. You see, he has elaborated clearly and has enough points to support his stand. As for you, hmmmm..... I think you need to explain more ok?"

Ken overheard this and we both ROFLOAS. (Rolled on the floors laughing our asses off.)
The funniest part is she actually DID compare my answer with Ken's!

I copied everything from him, and we received different comments?

LOL. No comments.

But I have no offence against Miss Thia. She's a good teacher really.

The Maths paper was easy. A bit confusing here and there but that's the minor part. I should get 90% or above. I think MOE should reduce the time duration for P2 by 30 minutes. I finished the paper early and even checked through it, but still had to sit and wait for another 1 hour 45 minutes.

That thoughtful look with the affectionate smile.... doesn't tell me much.

My problem now is no longer combined humanities or English, but Physics, Chemistry and A. Maths. Have not been paying enough attention. -.-

The dry beef vermicelli, a Vietnamese traditional food, I had for dinner today reminded me of my happy past.

We were having a little lunch break in between our work in the restaurant when she suggested we eat something different. She told me to eat the dry beef vermicelli because she liked it. As the chefs were not around so we decided to make the food on our own. All the ingredients were there and the procedures were pretty simple so we didn't need the chefs after all.

She did all the cutting and chopping vegetables and sauces while I prepared the noodles and beefs. We worked together to prepare the food and even joked around as if nobody was there. So and so, when the food were ready, we sat in a quiet corner, where nobody could disturb us, and enjoyed the meal we prepared on our own together.

Later, she prepared coffee for me (when she knew I was sleepy) and I drank it. Strangely enough, I didn't feel the usual bitterness of this black coffee that my weird brother loves so much at all, but instead I could feel all the love and care that made it. And I started to treasure life a bit more. My body relaxed and I looked deeply at her. She returned by a little smile, a cute and child-like smile that I would never forget.

Those were the memories.

15 August 2008

"Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other, but in looking together in the same direction."

I'm gonna remember this quote.

today is 15 August, the day where the Vietnamese pay their respects and loves to their mothers. The children will go to the temple and be blessed by the monks and receive roses. Those who lost their mothers will receive white roses, and those whose mothers are still alive will receive red roses. The children then will have their own ways or uses to the roses, in showing their love and appreciation to their mothers.

That's what Bhuddists will do to share the love and thank their mothers.

VuLan Festival, that's how it's called.

How to pay back what I owe her?

People, please love your mother.

...

Things to study this week: Social Studies.

My brother has a job in Australia with $15 per hour. I wish to be like him.

August 12 2008

Very intense work-out today, and my legs are moaning now. Highly concentrated lactic acids are eating up my muscles. Tasty? I don't think so. I could barely walk. But even that did not deter me from playing badminton after that, despite being so exhausted and worn out. the worst thing is my stomach was empty for the whole day. No joke, one packet of biscuit was all I consumed for today.

Of course I ate dinner after the night class study. Jun Liang accompanied me.

I thought this one is a very interesting video, so I put this here for anyone who is interested.

the whole topic comprises of 5 parts. This is the first part. I believe from here you can find the other four without difficulties.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HBG1t2iLccA&feature=related

Peace.

10 August 2008

sad memories are supposed to be forgotten.

09 August 2008

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e14HBC9sOeM

I was young, but I wasn't naive.
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave.
And still I have the pain I have to carry.
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried.

After all this time, I never thought we'd be here.
Never thought we'd be here when my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it, couldn't make you see it
that I love you more than you'll ever know.
And part of me died when I let you go.

I would fall asleep only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this, it seems, are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this, why,
would you ever wanna leave it?
Maybe you could not believe it
that my love for you was blind

07 August 2008

For those who want to watch Olympic ceremony, this is some information I shall give you.

Date 08.08.2008 Time: 08.08 (PM). All 8s, China is lame. But still, I can't help but admire the country's spirit and efforts. Just all the best to Olympic.

But imagine what is to follow after that:

- 12 August, Oral examination.
- 13 August, SPA.
- I haven't finished SPA "copying".
- 4 SS essays to go?


Mid year Results, I have one word : Horrendous.

NO MORE PRACTICE OF MATHS, I HAVE DONE ENOUGH TO FINISH ONE PAPER IN JUST 30 MINUTES.

I shall put more efforts in A. Maths, English and Combined Humanities and try to maintain for pure Sciences, still need a lil' bit revision.

04 August 2008

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k6UvdGO2nYc

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DbXHf0wdtn4

This guy is amazing.

July 27 2008

What else could be better than getting yourself drunk while listening to RnB music? It's freaking awesome. But not really drunk because I'm still typing and that. :) Really miss the day when I used to drink a lot with my father and listened to him gossip and brag about his life and stuffs. Well, I guessed his drinking purpose was different from mine. I drink to think about my past, about all the memorable things and stuffs. And probably would cry later, for what I regretted. There were things that I did not really desire to get, yet I have them, while things that I really would even beg or cry for, in the end never came.

My throat is burning right now but the taste gives me an unstoppably warm, sensational and horny feeling.

I stayed overnight at Rahmat's house last night, and trust me, his room was so awesome!

Well, his room is not big. Don't get the wrong idea. He's not as rich as Mr. Siwadol "the mommy boy" or what, instead it is a pretty small room. But the room was unexpectedly so much fabulous than I thought. He turned an ordinary room into something extraordinary and this amazed me, to my heart.Millions of motivation posters, achieviements certificates, maps, maths formulae etc. are blu-tacked all over the wall. There's even one on the roof and I was really surprised because none of my friends I knew has ever done this before. He even made himself a map in his own imagination and it looked just as complicated as a real map. And later he explained to me that the map depicts his own personal life and I felt this was some kind of genius stuff. I mean, really, he got me totally hooked and I wished I were the one who drew the map (which I did not because I COULDN'T DRAW well!).

His family was also heartwarming and welcoming. He has two sisters and his youngest sister was very cute. His father was very friendly, no wonder his children are nice also. Well he can cook.

Next thing I would like to say is his room is like a zoo. He has parrots, turtle, hamsters and they are free to move around the house. How cool is it?

Oh anh man, his grandmother's cooking was awesome. THe noodle with sotong chilli (or was it?) was tasty, even though a bit spicy. and I really had wanted to eat all of them, but finally decided against it because the two sisters hadn't eaten yet....

During the night, we chatted like crazy and dragged on until 3 AM in the morning, when we decided to have a bite because I was suddenly hungry (call it supper). the Indian foodstall was the only stall running that night. Well, the old man who runs the store was a bit cheating and really trying to take all the money from me. After I finished the first dish, he kept asking me "some more, boy?" so I obligingly said yes. This time he charged me more because he added more food inside even though I didn't ask for it. I already could felt he was cheating on me. But nevermind, since I was hungry, two dishes of roti prata is fine.

And so the conversation lasted until almost 5 AM. We talked about almost anything, about our class, about his class, et cetra et cetra.

I think that about covers everything. Time to get to sleep.

Hmmmmmm, Steph.

July 26 2008

Have not been going to HCI for training, and I am starting to miss it. The guys there miss my godlike techniques badly, especially the juniors.

Have been staying back in school these days to study until 10 PM, and this is really more interesting than daytime study. I socialize more with friends and enjoy cracking jokes around while studying. This really suits my style, I like it. Studying has now become more enjoyable more than staying home and read books, which is very dull. But it exhausts me in return, and for that I skipped trainings. My skills could have rusted, but overall my level is there and I still can kill noobs.

Things to do:
- Look for a time to rearrange and tidy up my study corner.
- Pay School fees.
- Look for a time to go for immune injection, or whatever it is.
- Look at my own time management.
- Ask for money (I hate having to do this, I wish I could find a part-time job and become self-reliant, but somehow the "foreigner" status restrict this desire and it is annoying. Really have to try my luck after O level.)
- Follow thoroughly this "things to do" list.
- Allow myself to relieve my stress by listening to music and feel them.

I'm thinking I found another great example of Divine Proportion theory by this little experiment. Probably most of you won't understand what it is, so before reading further, I advise you search for it on wikipedia. I dropped a basketball from a distance my height vertically down to a smooth surface. What I found was interesting: the ball bounced back to my bellybutton height. Take the first distance devide by the second distance where it bounced back and you probably would have this nice figure: 1.618. That is, the ratio between the force of gravity and reactive force (Newton's third Law), and another example of Divine Proportion. I don't know if this is true but this great belief in all these nonsense at least give me a vague idea of my purpose in life.

July 19 2008

Yes. No Joke. I'm going to Hwa Chong Institution next year. Received approved letter from the school and I'm just too happy to be angry. (LOL DOES THIS MAKE SENSE?)

Being an all-rounder gives me more privileges than I thought.

Yes and finally, my dream, has COME TRUE.

HWA CHONG ROSTA OS OS OS ~!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh wait, that is not the end yet. I still have another mission.

Scoring below 20 points ? NO, that's for failures. That's not me. Not at all.

I WANT TO ACE ALL MY SUBJECTS.

The midyear exams are not gonna affect my morale.

I'm gonna strive, again.

July 18 2008

Beep, beep oh look

Now there goes my phone

And once again

I'm just hoping it's a text from you

It ain't right

Read your messages twice, thrice, four times a night it's true

Everyday I patiently wait

Feeling like a fool but I do anyway

Nothing can feel as sweet and as real

Coz no way I would've waited in pain

And maybe it's true I'm caught up on you

Maybe there's a chance you're stuck on me too

Maybe I'm wrong it's all in my head

Maybe we're afraid of words we both hadn't said

I'm always connected online

Look at facebook all the time

Hoping you've checked my profile

Just can't help wondering why you play it cool

But sometimes I'm hopelessly falling for you

Every night on the phone and I

In love with you and I know that you like it girl

All joking inside lets see you and I

Come out and say what you're trying to hide

Like I really want you

I think I need you

Maybe I miss you

I'm thinking of you

Like I really want you

hum ...i will remember today ..what a bad day!!!!!!!!

hum!!! exam's over ...then tmr the result 's coming out ..so scary..

but before that we 've already celebrate st ...went Mc....then ate breakfast..soooooo luxurious!!!!!!!!

ayyo ..my bad english !!! ..cannot come out any words ...hum..


it was about 10 am st ......
they're buying their meals....
Suenan's eating hash browns ....actually fry potatoes only...

happiness..i understand...( but maybe because he saw his food was coming )

my coffee's very sweet...but never mind ..i love sweet

very normal...hum !!!!!!!!

very funny ...today we got Amath p2 ..when everybody looked at question 1 ..ohmygod.."what the he....is this ?".....about circle...so difficult ..the paper...hum ..i'm not expecting much in midyear exam ...

sorry for my bad english...but i tried my best ald ....ok !!

July 15 2008

I'm not really someone who likes to blog. But I don't want this blog to die either, so I'll just carry on writing something down, so it becomes a memorable memory. Not something miserable.

I want to cherish the memories where I used to work together with a girl who was fun to be around with, who always looked at me, who always smiled when I was there, who decided to work overnight with me, who always made coffee when I felt sleepy, who put too much milk inside the coffee that made it lose the bitter taste, who initiated who hold my hand, who made noodle herself and we ate together, who was overly happy when I gave her her birthday present, who was hooked by my smile, who was in joy when she knew that I confessed to everyone I love her, who always asked everyone I know about me, who always felt jealous (this is annoying) when I looked at somebody else, who love children a lot, and who was the only person I cared enough to wait under the rain for.

Those are real things that happened to me. Even though it pained me everytime I thought about it, but it at least gave me the feelings of being loved in return. You made a mistake of asking everyone too much about me, and kept things too much to yourself, but I made an even worse mistake for lying to you. So this is punishment. I lost you to someone else, probably more worthy to be with you than me. That was a good choice though, because I lose interests easily, and probably wouldn't take care of you properly. Though, it still hurt to know you having sex with somebody else. I'm sure that's the end of our relationship. Have a good life.

But if you want to come back, I have something to tell you: "Fuck off". That's life man, you're a non-virgin now, go ask somebody else.

Sometimes vulgarities help.

July 07 2008

work done!

Some random pictures.

Aaron has a blog, I didn't know it.

http://www.aaron-streetballer.blogspot.com/

Don't know how to tag it. Michelle help me!

the schedule in school today was Social Studies paper followed by Chemistry P2 and P1. Although it was not a very bad day for others, but it is quite horrible day for me. I didn't manage to do one seven-mark question in Social Studies paper and skipped a 10-mark question in Chemistry paper, Section B. That was what resulted from not studying the day before. But I cannot be blamed though, =) because the day before was an extremely exhausting day for me. I only had 4 hours of sleep, and during most of the lessons, I always had to fight the urge to doze off~. And when I reached home, I continued sleeping for another 5 hours. After I woke up, I already thought that there were no point to study anymore, so I just eat, took a shower, read Da Vinci, and sleep again. The exam was not an important one anyway so I couldn't care less. But I will do better next time. I'm sure....

But what makes me happy is that I still can do most of the paper even though I didn't study at all. =) I only skipped those that require memory work. Boring stuffs.

Got a new haircut. And I realized that I also spend a lot of money on haircut eh? Not because "I CARE" about my hair, but it is because my hair is growing damn fucking fast, and I look retarded with long hair.

Besides RnB, Hiphop, Pop music. I also take a great interest in instrumental music. Really like it, I listen to it whenever I feel peaceful in mind.

Gotta mug for Geography now, hopefully I can get full mark for Geography paper to make up for the terrible work in Social Studies.

P.S. Right now I'm hungry.

July 06 2008

I'm sure you all will like this, especially Shengnan and Yumeng. I really like this video.

03 July 2008

Turn out I did not have to hand over the laptop. I persuaded my uncle in a very mature way as if we are discussing business.

Youth day T-Shirt this year is not bad actually. And my brother was really observant: He pointed out that the design looks like the school magazine. nice one brother lol.

One more thing, I didn't know that he used to have a girlfriend in sec 2 in Fajar. I was like "WTF?! you had a girlfriend?". but the most shocking thing is he went out with her once, into the cinema. LOL, I can't fucking believe he even had a girlfriend~!!!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~! LOL but they only went out once, then he transferred school, lol. Too bad.

I just wrote a paragraph full of vulgarities only for Jeremiah, but finally decided against it because this is a public blog after all.

Nothing much today.

This video shows how good Vietnamese can be when it comes to C-walk. -.-

[youtube]qwAyRfCcxMU[/youtube]

June 26 2008

Today is my last day with my laptop, I won't be online for a while. Ken please proceed to the Concert tickets, I will help you where available.

Saturday, June 21 2008

Wow I'm having an active life. First thing in the morning was to go swimming with my friend. Did a few laps on the swimming pool. After that I went to have a nice same ol' haircut. My hair is growing really fast. I just had a haircut a few weeks ago but it grew back damn fast as if I just had a hair extension treatment.

breathe in..... breathe out..... breathe in..... breathe out..... Alright finished 40 pull ups for today. Cool. Damn I'm gonna take all the arm wrestling challenges now.

after the haircut, again I went for basketball. I still suck at it, duh. My goalscore ratio is less than 10% I think. Played a few games with some big tall guys and got thrashed nicely 99-1 or 2 or 3..... But I know why I lost anyway: No experience, no cooperation, no teamwork, not aggressive enough.

Just remembered that I had 15/50 for English Paper 2? I'm not surprised by this mark. Since she is going to teach us very soon, I know she would make some kind of impressions upon us and that would probably be one, killing everyone of us all with terrible marks.

KK Back to that IQ question. Unfortunately nobody manage to solve it. Or is it that nobody doesn't even bother at all except for Aaron? xD.

Well the first guy states that there are 3000 Silver Coins and 5000 Bronze Coins.
The second guy 3000 Gold and 5000 Bronze
The last guy 4000 Gold and 3000 Silver

So what it looks is like this :
Gold Silver Bronze
1st : **** 3000 5000
2nd: 3000 **** 5000
3rd: 4000 3000 ****

Well. Didn't the question say that the total coins add up to 12000??

Assume if the 1st guy only states 3000 Silver and 5000 Bronze, then the Gold coins must be: 12000 - 3000 - 5000 = 4000 Gold

the 2nd guys states 3000 Gold and 5000 Bronze, so that must mean his Silver Coins are: 12000 - 3000 - 5000 = 4000 Silver

Same goes the last guy.

So after finding out all the missing number. Let's take a look at the table again

Gold Silver Bronze
1st : 4000 3000 5000
2nd: 3000 4000 5000
3rd: 4000 3000 5000

Well, What do you notice? the first guy and the last guy have the same amount of Coins in each bank. But...........................................................................................................................................

There's only ONE honest person. So since these two guys are eliminated because they have the same number of coins, we only have one guy left, and that's the second guy.

and the CORRECT number of coins in each bank must be : 3000 4000 5000

Thank you very much, I hope you enjoy this and we will see each other again next time!

Thursday, June 19 2008

Really messed up now.

I never even touched a book for any revision during the holidays. And to worsen the matters, I thoughtlessly take up all my time reading a girl's blog?????? WTF?

I wish I hadn't found her blog. -.-' I think we are really fated.

haha I'm fucked up.




Yo Yo My IQ is 126. That's confirmed and tested. :) But it was only upon my language and thinking skill, I reallize my logical skill is still not very powerful. -_-' Wasted my time for this...

Did the dominant test today. my I'm 69% right-brained and 41% left-brained. Which means, I'm more left-handed than right-handed, even though I can feel an "ambidextrous" gift inside. : Well right brain domination often means you have talent in creativity, innovative either in writing or in sports. Left-brain means logic and thinking skills and tend to love pets. Don't get me wrong, I'm not arrogant haha. -.- Sorry for all these times I've been bad to all of you. I shall change. For the better, not for worse.

Girl I think we have a lot of things in common. Although we were far apart, things that happened to you also happened to me too. Not all of them though. you are also left-handed. :) kakakakak

Don't feel like studying anymore, since I'm going to Hwa Chong with only 20 points or less. But I will still revise a bit though. Leave my "all-time" first place to my friend Ken, or maybe the intelligent Claudia. ^^

I shall C-Walk now to kill my time. Has not been doing it for a damn long time and I will have a hard time to improve.

What determines your results is your attitude, and that involves everything, from determination, concentration, commitment, to decisions, judgements and enjoyments. If you enjoy it, you definitely will improve, considering the amount of seriousness you put into it. I enjoy Judo, but I hate to participate in competitions. I hate the mats, the smells, the pressure and the uncomfort I have to withstand against during the whole competition. But I also enjoy it because almost everyone I met always said I got talent in this sport. Duh~, I wish I had joined something else. I think I had a gift in Basketball also, Since I also enjoyed it.

Well I realize something. Blogging does help you improve your damn English man.

:|

Since this blog seems so deserted, I will use it then. At least this thing will come in handy and keep those memories of mine. Hope you all don't mind. ^^

My pull-up record has gone down from 40 to 15-20. It sucks though. But this proves to be more efficient compared to doing a lot of pull ups. you do fewer reps but slowly with proper breathing, you can actually develop the real strength and pure power. Doing fast, however, only gives stamina and the shape, but not much strength. Comparing the data, I found that I can actually lift a person 100 kg, even though I only weigh 60kg. WoW. =D

I found the girl's blog today, never thought I could see her again. So happy at first. But she already got a boyfriend. =( I was so late. But I wouldn't have a chance anyway. Her life was so much different from mine. Anyway I feel better now when I finally saw her. probably I just need to suffer a few more sleepless nights and it should be ok.

Fated to meet but not destined to be together.

Well at least I have learnt something from her (she is older than me anyway): Continue to go on regardless of what, forget the past, blah blah blah....

Though I miss her a lot, I won't interfere into her life though. That was enough. :) She's really a motivational source for me.

I don't think I'm very sad now. Wonder why I had a crush on her at the first place.

Min Thein Kyaw

Okay so, I was walking around in Bugis with my friends when I saw him walking with a presumably new girlfriend. He didn't change much, just a bit more cooler and this time he had hair everywhere on his face, and a new hairstyle that looked very Asian... You all thought he was still in Myanmar and you probably wouldn't believe me, but I swear I saw him with my own eyes, even shook hands with him.

When I saw him he was like "EY!" and I was like "HEY!", his girlfriend was like "EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK!!!" as if she saw a cockroach (except that there is none in Bugis) and my friends were like "WTF?!" and so many passers-by looked at us.

When I asked him about his new life, he said he is staying in Singapore for around 6 more months and take home tuitions instead of proper schooling. He probably is gonna take O level this year. I was not very sure because we only chatted for a few minutes then walked away.

I think he came here to avoid disasters in his hometowns. -_-'

and It is a "MAYBE" that I will come to school on 16th, depending on how early I wake up. I'm becoming extremely lazy lately, because of intensive trainings during holidays. As a results, I did not touch any book or did any revision. Besides that, I was the most potential candidate in the DSA application and even the teacher-in-charge also said that personally to me. I just have to make sure that I don't exceed 20 points. But is it right to work so hard for almost 2 years just give everything up now when we are nearing the end line?

Well I feel shamed when I compare with a guy from HCI who stays up until 2 AM to study even though he has to wake up early the next morning for training. He is also a Judo captain and one of the top students in the school!

Anyone can answer me this question? I missed the Physics lesson so I read the textbook myself and when I reached that A.C. Generator one question came to my mind: What was the means to start the process, as the book stated that there was no electricity needed but did not mention what makes it start in the first place. If any genius finds out, please reply by commenting in the box.

And the Fleming's right hand rule just pisses me off, because it is almost the same as left hand's, just different direction. The reason is because it makes no sense at all, since motion and force is the same for two hands, but the current will change. So basically, you won't need any rule.....

But one thing you should know is that Left hand rule is for D.C Motor and it turns anti clockwise, while righthand is opposite in almost everything...

Next: I wanna see how your brain IQ works, so there is this logic question for you all to try out.

In one kingdom, there was this king who owns a lot of gold, silver and bronze coins. He seperates the three types of money into different places and employ 3 guards to look after each place. Their names were peanutbrain, fatbuttock and Dumb-bell. After one year, he found out that there were some missings in the money so he asked the three guys out and ask the number of coins in each place. However the three guys won't state the number of money they look after, but only tell the number in two other types. Peanutbrain (gold) states that there were 3000 Silver coins and 5000 bronze coins. Fatbuttock (Silver) states there are 3000 Gold coins and 5000 bronze coins. Dumb-bell (bronze) states that there were 4000 Gold coins and 3000 silver coins. Unfortunately, only one guy is honest. If the total coins add up to 12000, state the number of coins of each type, and tell who is the person with integrity!

This question was found in my former Vietnamese school website, and I tried to translate them into English... It took me about 1 minute to solve it. Have fun.

DUh~

Hi, Guess What. Currently I'm having a Judo training camp for 3 days. and it means I'm gonna spend the whole 3 days just for training, from morning until night. When I wrote to you this, I already had survived the first day. But today's training is gonna be gruelling and my body is still aching...... However besides that, I got a lot of fun from training and breaks. This is not my first camp so I think I will still can take it no matter how tough training is. :)

Don't know what you guys are doing, but probably enjoying your holidayS? Alright just have fun because this is a short one, after this we're gonna race hard to the end. See you all again on 16 June 2008. MDM Rohani is gonna review the EL paper 2 so don't miss it.

And that idiotic Ken left Shengnan alone and went back to Thailand.......

I'm sure this video beat all of yours.

My Brian~~LOVE U 4EVER~~^^

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Russell Peters.. Best Comedian..Quite vulgar..

George Bush Funny Moments..fast forward to 1.30s

TopiC: pets.

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It's not a tiger. It's a cat.

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I'm selling Challenging Additional Mathematics for those who are in need of improving yourself with A Maths. Good questions followed by solutions, thinking process and EXAM TiPs! Useful for you to master your A Maths skills.

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Join Judo. Lots of fun and activities. Friendly coach. Learn how to self-defence.

Siwadol's New cwalk video.

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Just watch and support him. Enjoy.

--Class outing choices--^^--

Make you decision for the class outing's destination--^^--

• laser quest->_<-
• barbecue at east cost~~*_*
• vivocity--^^--
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• camping somwhere--=_=-
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