The crush is over. Or is it?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ddn4MGaS3N4&feature=channel_page
Just watch it. Enjoy!
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Monday, April 13, 2009
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Hmmmm.
I always love RPG Games, thought i don't play so much anymore. Real life has caught up with me recently.
But whenever I'm free, I shall immerse myself into the creative world of RPG again because of so many factors revolving around the type of game. I love travelling, and I love music. RPG games are mainly from Japan and they provided one of the best music I like to listen to, furthermore they provided a virtual world where you can travel around and savour the true creativities of these games designers. Not to be confused with Japan fanatics.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t5_ZU33LOZw&feature=channel_page
Tell me if you have the same interest as me.
I desperately wanted to own a PS3 so I can play these types of games. =( But there's more important things to do.
The good thing is Youtube has given my an opportunity to enjoy the music without neccessarily having to play the game. =) Although it will be less fascinating with the true experience but at least it satisfies my mind.
I'm childish. Super.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tMLGYBFUU8k&feature=channel
But whenever I'm free, I shall immerse myself into the creative world of RPG again because of so many factors revolving around the type of game. I love travelling, and I love music. RPG games are mainly from Japan and they provided one of the best music I like to listen to, furthermore they provided a virtual world where you can travel around and savour the true creativities of these games designers. Not to be confused with Japan fanatics.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t5_ZU33LOZw&feature=channel_page
Tell me if you have the same interest as me.
I desperately wanted to own a PS3 so I can play these types of games. =( But there's more important things to do.
The good thing is Youtube has given my an opportunity to enjoy the music without neccessarily having to play the game. =) Although it will be less fascinating with the true experience but at least it satisfies my mind.
I'm childish. Super.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tMLGYBFUU8k&feature=channel
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Hi People.
I'm doing a very bad job in inviting. =[
It's already 10:43 PM and I should be heading to sleep.
So tired.
It's already 10:43 PM and I should be heading to sleep.
So tired.
Friday, March 27, 2009
So And So.
We can never stop committing sins, for we unconciously did so without realizing it. The only thing we can make a change in ourselves is to repent and seek for God's help. To be a better person, that is the only way you can compensate to Him, and everyone around you. Everyone is guilty, nobody is perfect.
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My true gift does not lie in education or study I realize. I prefer playing sports so much more to sitting down and do a research on something. No matter how hard you persevere, it's still futile since you don't put your heart into it. I never put my heart into studying, I never enjoyed it, like what I do in Judo. I can spend the whole day practicing Judo, or hours into playing guitar, but I can never put myself into studying. I don't enjoy it. >.<
So and so, I always dream of myself being somebody who can play music well (be it a pianist, or a guitarist) or someone who can paint like Leonardo Da Vinci. I don't wish to become a businessman, or an architect, engineer, etc. Such dull and monotonous lives are not what I'm seeking for. Instead, I'm looking for something where I can experience both the high and the low moments in life, where I can experience hardship and peace at the same time. Just that I am not courageous enough to pursue that dream.
"Doing what you like is achieving abundance in life." I missed this quote.
I'm quite stupid. -.-'
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My true gift does not lie in education or study I realize. I prefer playing sports so much more to sitting down and do a research on something. No matter how hard you persevere, it's still futile since you don't put your heart into it. I never put my heart into studying, I never enjoyed it, like what I do in Judo. I can spend the whole day practicing Judo, or hours into playing guitar, but I can never put myself into studying. I don't enjoy it. >.<
So and so, I always dream of myself being somebody who can play music well (be it a pianist, or a guitarist) or someone who can paint like Leonardo Da Vinci. I don't wish to become a businessman, or an architect, engineer, etc. Such dull and monotonous lives are not what I'm seeking for. Instead, I'm looking for something where I can experience both the high and the low moments in life, where I can experience hardship and peace at the same time. Just that I am not courageous enough to pursue that dream.
"Doing what you like is achieving abundance in life." I missed this quote.
I'm quite stupid. -.-'
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Peeler Win.
So my friend bought a so-called "Peeler" for kitchen use and he was shocked when he read the manual guide on the cover. When he shared to me this, I thought I should put this on the blog, worth a laugh. Seriously I still don't understand completely what the manual is trying to tell:
"With gratitude meaning you use the product of the my firm, very much from the bottom of the heart. Please must take a look first this manual before using, in order to use in the exactitude. Pleasing furthermore must keep this manual
Attention: Please at the time of dismantling wrappingly, be careful and do not run into the knife blade, because of for mow the wound hand easily.
-Please at before using have a meal first rinse liquid that having and using cleaning empress use again.
-Divided by the vegetable, fruit excluding, cannot used for the other.
-It is in view of the fact to take the thing of the blade, so while using please watch for the safety.
-The handle is placed in to slip away the slippery appearance descend (oil, water, wash away dirt etc.) to please do not make use.
-Were sliced the object accumulate the smal time, pleasing watch for the finger do not want to touch with blade, because incaution cut the hand easily.
-The absolute prohibition against child uses alone, using hour must adult together. Teach to the right operation method in child, in well carefuly of foundation, please Safety Usage.
-Descend to please do not use at the appearance that transformed.
-Under the heavy circumstance in burthen please avoid usage, because of cauing like this and easily Transform.
-Please do not used for the strong and tough material, because cause the razor blade indentation, of mistake like this and easily.
-Please do not put by the side of fiery and near. Because the resin may take place to melt, burn, Transform the excresent circumstance in etc.
-Please please after using to wash, clearly wipe to fuck, make it kept to the best dry, whereas cause easily the rust, germs or breed.
-Such as usage the metals brush, grinds the powder etc. wash away dirt, cause the wear and tear easily.
-Please place the place that can not take in the child takes care of.
-While handles after discarding, send greeting a good, the product that be used as the non-combustible thing with do not need handles."
"With gratitude meaning you use the product of the my firm, very much from the bottom of the heart. Please must take a look first this manual before using, in order to use in the exactitude. Pleasing furthermore must keep this manual
Attention: Please at the time of dismantling wrappingly, be careful and do not run into the knife blade, because of for mow the wound hand easily.
-Please at before using have a meal first rinse liquid that having and using cleaning empress use again.
-Divided by the vegetable, fruit excluding, cannot used for the other.
-It is in view of the fact to take the thing of the blade, so while using please watch for the safety.
-The handle is placed in to slip away the slippery appearance descend (oil, water, wash away dirt etc.) to please do not make use.
-Were sliced the object accumulate the smal time, pleasing watch for the finger do not want to touch with blade, because incaution cut the hand easily.
-The absolute prohibition against child uses alone, using hour must adult together. Teach to the right operation method in child, in well carefuly of foundation, please Safety Usage.
-Descend to please do not use at the appearance that transformed.
-Under the heavy circumstance in burthen please avoid usage, because of cauing like this and easily Transform.
-Please do not used for the strong and tough material, because cause the razor blade indentation, of mistake like this and easily.
-Please do not put by the side of fiery and near. Because the resin may take place to melt, burn, Transform the excresent circumstance in etc.
-Please please after using to wash, clearly wipe to fuck, make it kept to the best dry, whereas cause easily the rust, germs or breed.
-Such as usage the metals brush, grinds the powder etc. wash away dirt, cause the wear and tear easily.
-Please place the place that can not take in the child takes care of.
-While handles after discarding, send greeting a good, the product that be used as the non-combustible thing with do not need handles."
Thursday, March 19, 2009
I'm sleeping in the office.
It's true, nothing much to do today. It has been quite long since I last blogged. Too busy, too many things to do.
I hope that I have enough courage to do what I want to do.
I hope that I have enough courage to do what I want to do.
Saturday, February 28, 2009
errrr....
Coming back late every weekends until 5 AM ?
I think I'm making a bad examples to my brothers.
Anyway, Jason was trying to test my IQ by giving me one of the Maths questions from his textbook. Personally he already knew how to do by the formula given by his teacher, which he didn't understand and he wanted to ask me this question as if challenging me if I can solve this so called "brainworks" question. Fine, I accepted the challenge, even though I didn't have much sleep at all.
n=1
S=1
P=1
n=2
S=1+2 = 3
P= 1^3 + 2^3 = 9
n=3
S=1+2+3=6
P=1^3+2^3+3^3 = 36
So on and so forth.....
a) Find the equation that links S and n (which is seemingly the hardest part of this question. If you can solve this, you can solve all the other parts)
b) Find the equation that links S and P.
c)
i) Find 1+2+3+.....+100 ii) Find 1^3 + 2^3 + 3^3 + ..... + 100^3
Surprisingly I finished this question within less than 5 minutes. o.O It was confusing at first, but after a few trials and errors, I finished it as quickly as I finish the O level maths paper.
Even though this was not included in this question, but I would find this interesting and it would add in more challenge into this.
Find the equation that links P and n.
I haven't had time to try this yet. Meanwhile, just crack your skulls a little bit and post your answer here. ^^
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Wow, finally I am going to work. Good pay good pay.
EDIT: Sorry, the last part was actually included in the question, and it was actually not hard at all. Hehe. Probably my mind was not very fresh at 5 AM so. Haha ^^ Apology.
I think I'm making a bad examples to my brothers.
Anyway, Jason was trying to test my IQ by giving me one of the Maths questions from his textbook. Personally he already knew how to do by the formula given by his teacher, which he didn't understand and he wanted to ask me this question as if challenging me if I can solve this so called "brainworks" question. Fine, I accepted the challenge, even though I didn't have much sleep at all.
n=1
S=1
P=1
n=2
S=1+2 = 3
P= 1^3 + 2^3 = 9
n=3
S=1+2+3=6
P=1^3+2^3+3^3 = 36
So on and so forth.....
a) Find the equation that links S and n (which is seemingly the hardest part of this question. If you can solve this, you can solve all the other parts)
b) Find the equation that links S and P.
c)
i) Find 1+2+3+.....+100 ii) Find 1^3 + 2^3 + 3^3 + ..... + 100^3
Surprisingly I finished this question within less than 5 minutes. o.O It was confusing at first, but after a few trials and errors, I finished it as quickly as I finish the O level maths paper.
Even though this was not included in this question, but I would find this interesting and it would add in more challenge into this.
Find the equation that links P and n.
I haven't had time to try this yet. Meanwhile, just crack your skulls a little bit and post your answer here. ^^
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Wow, finally I am going to work. Good pay good pay.
EDIT: Sorry, the last part was actually included in the question, and it was actually not hard at all. Hehe. Probably my mind was not very fresh at 5 AM so. Haha ^^ Apology.
Monday, February 23, 2009
20 highest paying careers
I guess this would be interesting to I post it here.
Physicians provide health care to patients in private practices or clinics.
Mean annual salary: $147,405*
2006 employment (including surgeons): 633,000**
2016 projected employment (including surgeons): 723,000
Top corporate controllers supervise the financial and budget departments of corporations and create financial reports that assess the company's financial situation.
Mean annual salary: $115,818
2006 employment (all financial managers): 506,000
2016 projected employment (all financial managers): 570,000
Engineering managers oversee the engineers designing and producing products and machinery.
Mean annual salary: $100,038
2006 employment: 187,000
2016 projected employment: 201,000
Corporate attorneys work for corporations and do trial work and consultation, and handle all legal issues that impact the company.
Mean annual salary: $93,250
2006 employment (all attorneys): 761,000
2016 projected employment (all attorneys): 844,000
Physicists observe the laws of physics, develop new theories and apply their knowledge to the development of products and scientific processes.
Mean annual salary: $93,073
2006 employment: 17,000
2016 projected employment: 18,000
Systems and programming managers draw up plans for an organization's computer network and its security.
Mean annual salary: $90,138
2006 employment: n/a***
2016 projected employment: n/a
Pharmacists fill prescriptions for patients and administer medical advice in pharmacies.
Mean annual salary: $89,564
2006 employment: 243,000
2016 projected employment: 296,000
Marketing managers create the marketing plan for a company or organization, including how it will be publicized and who the target audience is.
Mean annual salary: $87,038
2006 employment: 167,000
2016 projected employment: 192,000
Financial analysis managers assess the state of financial investments and decide what course of action should be taken based on economic data and trends.
Mean annual salary: $86,739
2006 employment: 506,000
2016 projected employment: 570,000
Lead computer programmers oversee a group of programmers and delegate work as needed, often for a specific project.
Mean annual salary: $80,182
2006 employment (all programmers): 435,000
2016 projected employment (all programmers): 417,000
Lead systems analysts oversee a group of analysts who address computer problems for an organization and ensure that the computer system fulfills the demands of that organization.
Mean annual salary: $79,479
2006 employment (all analysts): 504,000
2016 projected employment (all analysts): 650,000
Personnel managers are involved in the creation, development and implementation of human resources policies and activities for an organization.
Mean annual salary: $77,984
2006 employment: n/a
2016 projected employment: n/a
Benefits managers ensure that employee benefits programs are administered properly within an organization.
Mean annual salary: $75,425
2006 employment: 49,000
2016 projected employment: 55,000
Electrical engineers are involved in the planning, development and creation of electrical equipment.
Mean annual salary: $75,094
2006 employment: 153,000
2016 projected employment: 163,000
Sales area managers are in charge of an organization's sales group, including who is assigned to what territory and what the sales strategy is.
Mean annual salary: $73,146
2006 employment: 318,000
2016 projected employment: 351,000
Chemical engineers use their knowledge of chemicals to handle any issues that arise during the production of chemicals or biochemicals or of products that use chemicals in a variety of industries.
Mean annual salary: $71,942
2006 employment: 30,000
2016 projected employment: 33,000
Purchasing managers often supervise purchasing agents in the purchase of a good, such as steel or lumber.
Mean annual salary: $69,980
2006 employment: 70,000
2016 projected employment: 72,000
Mechanical engineers are involved in the creation, production and use of mechanical equipment and machines that vary from everyday consumer goods to large-scale, commercial items.
Mean annual salary: $68,775
2006 employment: 226,000
2016 projected employment: 235,000
Civil engineers oversee the design and construction of public structures, such as roads, airports and bridges.
Mean annual salary: $61,681
2006 employment: 256,000
2016 projected employment: 302,000
Computer programmers create and troubleshoot the programs that computers use to perform tasks.
Mean annual salary: $60,682
2006 employment: 435,000
2016 projected employment: 417,000
Physicians provide health care to patients in private practices or clinics.
Mean annual salary: $147,405*
2006 employment (including surgeons): 633,000**
2016 projected employment (including surgeons): 723,000
Top corporate controllers supervise the financial and budget departments of corporations and create financial reports that assess the company's financial situation.
Mean annual salary: $115,818
2006 employment (all financial managers): 506,000
2016 projected employment (all financial managers): 570,000
Engineering managers oversee the engineers designing and producing products and machinery.
Mean annual salary: $100,038
2006 employment: 187,000
2016 projected employment: 201,000
Corporate attorneys work for corporations and do trial work and consultation, and handle all legal issues that impact the company.
Mean annual salary: $93,250
2006 employment (all attorneys): 761,000
2016 projected employment (all attorneys): 844,000
Physicists observe the laws of physics, develop new theories and apply their knowledge to the development of products and scientific processes.
Mean annual salary: $93,073
2006 employment: 17,000
2016 projected employment: 18,000
Systems and programming managers draw up plans for an organization's computer network and its security.
Mean annual salary: $90,138
2006 employment: n/a***
2016 projected employment: n/a
Pharmacists fill prescriptions for patients and administer medical advice in pharmacies.
Mean annual salary: $89,564
2006 employment: 243,000
2016 projected employment: 296,000
Marketing managers create the marketing plan for a company or organization, including how it will be publicized and who the target audience is.
Mean annual salary: $87,038
2006 employment: 167,000
2016 projected employment: 192,000
Financial analysis managers assess the state of financial investments and decide what course of action should be taken based on economic data and trends.
Mean annual salary: $86,739
2006 employment: 506,000
2016 projected employment: 570,000
Lead computer programmers oversee a group of programmers and delegate work as needed, often for a specific project.
Mean annual salary: $80,182
2006 employment (all programmers): 435,000
2016 projected employment (all programmers): 417,000
Lead systems analysts oversee a group of analysts who address computer problems for an organization and ensure that the computer system fulfills the demands of that organization.
Mean annual salary: $79,479
2006 employment (all analysts): 504,000
2016 projected employment (all analysts): 650,000
Personnel managers are involved in the creation, development and implementation of human resources policies and activities for an organization.
Mean annual salary: $77,984
2006 employment: n/a
2016 projected employment: n/a
Benefits managers ensure that employee benefits programs are administered properly within an organization.
Mean annual salary: $75,425
2006 employment: 49,000
2016 projected employment: 55,000
Electrical engineers are involved in the planning, development and creation of electrical equipment.
Mean annual salary: $75,094
2006 employment: 153,000
2016 projected employment: 163,000
Sales area managers are in charge of an organization's sales group, including who is assigned to what territory and what the sales strategy is.
Mean annual salary: $73,146
2006 employment: 318,000
2016 projected employment: 351,000
Chemical engineers use their knowledge of chemicals to handle any issues that arise during the production of chemicals or biochemicals or of products that use chemicals in a variety of industries.
Mean annual salary: $71,942
2006 employment: 30,000
2016 projected employment: 33,000
Purchasing managers often supervise purchasing agents in the purchase of a good, such as steel or lumber.
Mean annual salary: $69,980
2006 employment: 70,000
2016 projected employment: 72,000
Mechanical engineers are involved in the creation, production and use of mechanical equipment and machines that vary from everyday consumer goods to large-scale, commercial items.
Mean annual salary: $68,775
2006 employment: 226,000
2016 projected employment: 235,000
Civil engineers oversee the design and construction of public structures, such as roads, airports and bridges.
Mean annual salary: $61,681
2006 employment: 256,000
2016 projected employment: 302,000
Computer programmers create and troubleshoot the programs that computers use to perform tasks.
Mean annual salary: $60,682
2006 employment: 435,000
2016 projected employment: 417,000
Sunday, February 22, 2009
He could be Jeremiah because it was my intuitive, and I know how he usually text people.
This entry is mainly for my thoughts and feeling about Psychology career path, as requested by Stephanie.
Simply I would say the pay of a Diploma in Psychology is just the same as diploma in mass communication, unless you wanna take Degree course or higher level of study, then you will be able to have a salary of $50,000/year.
However, Psychology enthusiasts who like to study this course actually not for the purpose of earning a lot of money. If you want to have a better/more comfortable living, there are so many alternatives to choose from, like engineering, Doctoring, especially Business. People who are into Psychology already had a very deep inner thought when young and thus developed a great interest in this course. Many people study this course purposefully are not to seek a prospective future, but simply just to find an answer for their own questions. Again, Psychology is a very very demanding/discouraging/difficult/stressful course UNLESS you really love this course and inside your head there are already questions popping up that desperately demand for answer about human behavioral activities, emotions and stuffs. However it is also a very interesting course popping up in the economy, so I guess it will keep you awake most of the time, save for the memorizing part. (:
Psychology is believed to be a science subject, but it is a mixture between science and arts. Psychology is widely linked with Philosophy (which belongs to Arts!) and Biology (which is Science of course!), both theoretically and practically. Sometimes you also have to do foresic study which involves understanding about mysterical activities in brains and bodily functions. You may have to split open a human brain to study why people has such abnormal, or extraordinary behaviours. When somebody reacts aggressively, some areas in the brain will be more active than the others, and sometimes the brains will send signal to the wrong direction, subsequently leading to undesired behaviours and actions. Thinking of Psychology this way is more understandable because it's not just about common sense, but also about rationality. Psychology seeks to find the answer for you.
And yes, you have to memorize a LOT of things.
A Diploma can get you to be a school councillor only, where you earn just as much as the others. Usually people I know taking this course go for Master, or Ph.D. and not because they will earn a lot but they will know a lot more. These people are usually bookworms. Be prepared because taking this course will not give you any time to sleep, let alone going out every day.
I am actually very into Psychology & Philosophy, which Philosophy being the dominant interest of mine. After the O level, I got accepted into Psychology course both in University of Canberra and Australian National Uni. But when I look at the annual fee, I rejected both (ya, call me stupid or whatever, but don't expect any more mercy from me.). Probably it's not a good way at all unless I have Scholarship, which is unlikely. I am very independant and I don't want to touch my parents' money anymore Thus I decided to stay in Singapore and continue studying, to save less trouble. I hope with the course I am not good at, I will just strive to do well and go to uni later.
Never in my life had I given a thought about how much I am gonna earn in the future. It's all about living a life that is worth living.
All the best for you Stephanie, I respect your choice and I hope you will be able to do well in the course you like and maintain a good interest in the course which I find is always happening. If you're good in this course, trust me, you will have a good life in 10 years time.
I beg you read this funny story:
A man went into a small library, and he found a very young and attractive lady sitting on a table near the corner. When he came near the lady and wanted to make friends, the lady shouted: "GO AWAY, YOU FILTHY PERVERT!"
Everybody instantly spun around and stared at him. Extremely embarrassed, he quickly walked away, his face burning red. A little while later, the lady came to the man's table and whispered:
"I'm sorry, I am a first year Psychology student, and I was trying to know how people react in unusual situations."
Suddenly the man cried out loud:
"NO WAY! $5000 A NIGHT IS TOO MUCH!"
I think you get the joke right? (: Just for fun haha.
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Yay, I'm getting back in shape!

How come a lot of people say I look like this guy Wu Chun from the Taiwanese band Fahrenheit?
Even Mr. Lim from Fuchun also said that. Now it's a group of NS people from church. Cool people though, enjoy going out with them.
Friday, February 20, 2009
two out of three
If I don't get this job, I don't know what other jobs I can get.
God please help me.
God please help me.
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Exhaustion ?
I am really out of shape recently.
Besides running, which has shown some significant progress, I completely lost all my motivation when I entereed the gym. Consequently I skipped all the exercises scheduled for that day after doing just 3 sets of chest press and 3 sets of quadriceps extensions. I felt so bored that I didn't want to do any more working out.
I left the gym one hour later. Normally I would spend time in the gym for at least 2 hours.
I'm like shit now, my muscles now are just as soft as tou fu.
My weight has been going down recently, probably because I have only had 2 meals every day. I slept very late at night and when I woke up, it's already noon.
Anyway, I just woke up and there's nothing much for me to do, so I just blog for a while. Another boring day.
I hope I get the job. The pay was so good for a student like me so I just can't wait to start working and save some cash on my own.
Last night, Rahmat gave me some of his views about fate, failure and success, which I thought might be true since it seems convincingly philosophically rational. That was something from the Koran also so I wouldn't doubt it.
"If you already have planned everything clearly and worked so hard, and when you achieved your target, then it's called success. Instead, if you already have planned everything clearly and also worked very hard, but you didn't get the resuts you want, then certainly it's fate. But, if you didn't plan anything, and not working for the target at all, and on the day you didn't get what you want, now it's called failure."
"Basically it's just fate that you didn't make it to Hwa Chong, because you already planned everything and worked very hard for it for more than one year. your target is very clear but, probably it's fate. Hwa Chong is not meant for you. God already has a plan for you and Hwa Chong wasn't in it. All you need to do now is accept your fate and continue working hard toward the goal that has been given to you by god."
Personally I think I am more lucky than many other people. Rahmat lost his mother and today is his Anniversary for his death. And for me I think Rahmat is a really strong person. He could handle his emotion so well that surprised me extremely. Who could have controlled his emotion when a mother passed away? I don't think I can.
When I was talking to him, Rahmat tried his best not to cry, but I could sea a tear drop from the corner on his eye, slowly rolling down his nose, as he talked to me about his mother's story, and how he isolated himself from others and if I'm not wrong, there was a moment when Rahmat became a complete freak in 5N1 that scared everyone to death.
Anyway, forwarding to midnight, when I was pondering about Rahmat's view on my fate.
"So it's fate you get a B3 for your English, huh? Because it's Valkyrie, not Valkerie, Anniversary, not Aniversary, and grief, not grieve." I kept correcting his mistakes when he put his display messages on his MSN.
"Well Tony, I think you should have got an A2 instead of B3, because you keep correcting me. xD" I don't know whether he was trying to be sarcastic, so I just played along.
"fate, Rahmat, fate." Maybe in Comprehension part, I didn't do a very good job. And probably my story was not at all interesting either. Who knows?
It's time to brush my teeth and and breakfast at 11:30 AM.
Besides running, which has shown some significant progress, I completely lost all my motivation when I entereed the gym. Consequently I skipped all the exercises scheduled for that day after doing just 3 sets of chest press and 3 sets of quadriceps extensions. I felt so bored that I didn't want to do any more working out.
I left the gym one hour later. Normally I would spend time in the gym for at least 2 hours.
I'm like shit now, my muscles now are just as soft as tou fu.
My weight has been going down recently, probably because I have only had 2 meals every day. I slept very late at night and when I woke up, it's already noon.
Anyway, I just woke up and there's nothing much for me to do, so I just blog for a while. Another boring day.
I hope I get the job. The pay was so good for a student like me so I just can't wait to start working and save some cash on my own.
Last night, Rahmat gave me some of his views about fate, failure and success, which I thought might be true since it seems convincingly philosophically rational. That was something from the Koran also so I wouldn't doubt it.
"If you already have planned everything clearly and worked so hard, and when you achieved your target, then it's called success. Instead, if you already have planned everything clearly and also worked very hard, but you didn't get the resuts you want, then certainly it's fate. But, if you didn't plan anything, and not working for the target at all, and on the day you didn't get what you want, now it's called failure."
"Basically it's just fate that you didn't make it to Hwa Chong, because you already planned everything and worked very hard for it for more than one year. your target is very clear but, probably it's fate. Hwa Chong is not meant for you. God already has a plan for you and Hwa Chong wasn't in it. All you need to do now is accept your fate and continue working hard toward the goal that has been given to you by god."
Personally I think I am more lucky than many other people. Rahmat lost his mother and today is his Anniversary for his death. And for me I think Rahmat is a really strong person. He could handle his emotion so well that surprised me extremely. Who could have controlled his emotion when a mother passed away? I don't think I can.
When I was talking to him, Rahmat tried his best not to cry, but I could sea a tear drop from the corner on his eye, slowly rolling down his nose, as he talked to me about his mother's story, and how he isolated himself from others and if I'm not wrong, there was a moment when Rahmat became a complete freak in 5N1 that scared everyone to death.
Anyway, forwarding to midnight, when I was pondering about Rahmat's view on my fate.
"So it's fate you get a B3 for your English, huh? Because it's Valkyrie, not Valkerie, Anniversary, not Aniversary, and grief, not grieve." I kept correcting his mistakes when he put his display messages on his MSN.
"Well Tony, I think you should have got an A2 instead of B3, because you keep correcting me. xD" I don't know whether he was trying to be sarcastic, so I just played along.
"fate, Rahmat, fate." Maybe in Comprehension part, I didn't do a very good job. And probably my story was not at all interesting either. Who knows?
It's time to brush my teeth and and breakfast at 11:30 AM.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Monday, February 16, 2009
GOOD JOB!
Great.
Now I cannot sleep anymore, all thanks to my mom.
I was in bed and out of the blue she called me just to tell me that I had to come to SP directly to ask about the enrolment package.
I was confused, then worried, and lastly pissed at her for spreading her worry to me. Fucking irritating. I should have told her that others didn't receive the enrolment package as well, not only me.
How I wish she let me do everything..................
Yea I'm pissed right NOW!
Hey I still love her dudes.
Just that she treated me like a kid.
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God please tell them not to change their mind in the last minute. =[
Hope I do well.
Now I cannot sleep anymore, all thanks to my mom.
I was in bed and out of the blue she called me just to tell me that I had to come to SP directly to ask about the enrolment package.
I was confused, then worried, and lastly pissed at her for spreading her worry to me. Fucking irritating. I should have told her that others didn't receive the enrolment package as well, not only me.
How I wish she let me do everything..................
Yea I'm pissed right NOW!
Hey I still love her dudes.
Just that she treated me like a kid.
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God please tell them not to change their mind in the last minute. =[
Hope I do well.
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Happy Valentine's day people.
I had a really awesome Vday. Haha.
We went out for the whole day until 5 AM the next morning.
Had I got some pictures, I would have uploaded here. Haha.
Some of my friends offered to teach me guitar haha. How cool it is.
I had a really awesome Vday. Haha.
We went out for the whole day until 5 AM the next morning.
Had I got some pictures, I would have uploaded here. Haha.
Some of my friends offered to teach me guitar haha. How cool it is.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Monday, February 9, 2009
ARGH!
Ok I'm going for job interview this afternoon. Hope everything goes well.
Amen.
You might ask when I became Christian?
Amen.
You might ask when I became Christian?
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Enraged.
That's the word I describe for my feelings toward those who are in the Hwa Chong Orientation right now. I shall not describe more. If triggered, the anger could erupt and I could whack anyone to smithereens. I'm dead serious.
Confession.
To be honest, the reason why I don't want and don't really have a stable relationship with any girl is because I lose interests way too quickly. Sometimes there are a few girls where I really want to stay together with, but after I got into her heart, when she almost fell to me, I started to lose interest and change my target at rapid rate. Personally I think, a stable relationship is way too boring for me. And I become bored very quickly, too quickly for me to even realize.
Not unless I have a huge crush on somebody. In my whole life, there are only 2 people that actually and really moved me; my very first love, and a girl which I met 2 years ago. Both have lots of things in common: close birthdays, strong character (I don't know, I don't really like shy girls, no matter how pretty.), very smart (both are older than me and studied in good schools and have very stable life.), have enjoyable life, both love me in the heart, and were left by me! I know it's damn cruel and stupid but I don't know, it's my nature. Back then I was an idiot, and with time I learn.
After a while I got into contact with my first girlfriend. She confessed she still liked me a lot, probably the guys back there didn't satisfy her needs. For the second one, from some reliable sources, I realized that she already has a new boyfriend, a very stable relationship. (Ahem, she's in uni.). I don't know whether she still likes me but I'm sure that guy is with her after I left. When I first heard this, I was very heartbroken, but that died down probably half a year ago, when this girl Cassandra came into my life. Unfortunately, now Cassandra also hates me because of some misunderstanding I have yet to uncovered.
Another story of mine: in sec 1, one girl really liked me, but I had a crush on the other one, and she didn't notice until much later, which consequently caused a lot of confusions and catastrophes. When she realized that, she cried uncontrollably on the stage, and I was the one to blame. Her friends started to sabotage me, and some of my classmates, who are really gangsters even in sec 1, and they were very big, provoked me with fights. I don't know what fighting is like in Singapore, but in Vietnam it is real violence! Even in school, no one will dare to stop you. You might even die on the spot if security didn't come in time. That's why I took some self-defence. It's a better way to join gang though.
Probably I'm a bad guy, because a good guy won't make a girl cry. So don't come for me even if you find me very attractive.
My fate will come and god will choose for me the most suitable one, so I don't need to rush. I have a very carefree personality so probably that doesn't bring me to any girl, though a lot of girls actually compliment me with my looks, and sometimes my brains (Sorry, but this is so wrong honestly, I'm stupid!)
Probably I need 10 strokes of canning from mommy to teach me how to appreciate love.
Lol, after posting this, I guess I have to hide this from any potential girlfriend of mine. xD
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It's time I look for a job in Singapore.
Not unless I have a huge crush on somebody. In my whole life, there are only 2 people that actually and really moved me; my very first love, and a girl which I met 2 years ago. Both have lots of things in common: close birthdays, strong character (I don't know, I don't really like shy girls, no matter how pretty.), very smart (both are older than me and studied in good schools and have very stable life.), have enjoyable life, both love me in the heart, and were left by me! I know it's damn cruel and stupid but I don't know, it's my nature. Back then I was an idiot, and with time I learn.
After a while I got into contact with my first girlfriend. She confessed she still liked me a lot, probably the guys back there didn't satisfy her needs. For the second one, from some reliable sources, I realized that she already has a new boyfriend, a very stable relationship. (Ahem, she's in uni.). I don't know whether she still likes me but I'm sure that guy is with her after I left. When I first heard this, I was very heartbroken, but that died down probably half a year ago, when this girl Cassandra came into my life. Unfortunately, now Cassandra also hates me because of some misunderstanding I have yet to uncovered.
Another story of mine: in sec 1, one girl really liked me, but I had a crush on the other one, and she didn't notice until much later, which consequently caused a lot of confusions and catastrophes. When she realized that, she cried uncontrollably on the stage, and I was the one to blame. Her friends started to sabotage me, and some of my classmates, who are really gangsters even in sec 1, and they were very big, provoked me with fights. I don't know what fighting is like in Singapore, but in Vietnam it is real violence! Even in school, no one will dare to stop you. You might even die on the spot if security didn't come in time. That's why I took some self-defence. It's a better way to join gang though.
Probably I'm a bad guy, because a good guy won't make a girl cry. So don't come for me even if you find me very attractive.
My fate will come and god will choose for me the most suitable one, so I don't need to rush. I have a very carefree personality so probably that doesn't bring me to any girl, though a lot of girls actually compliment me with my looks, and sometimes my brains (Sorry, but this is so wrong honestly, I'm stupid!)
Probably I need 10 strokes of canning from mommy to teach me how to appreciate love.
Lol, after posting this, I guess I have to hide this from any potential girlfriend of mine. xD
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It's time I look for a job in Singapore.
Monday, February 2, 2009
Life.
Suddenly I felt that life has become more meaningful than ever. Hah.
I made so many friends today and they brought me around the school, my future school, Singapore Polytechnic. The school is really huge and it took around 2 hour plus for the tour and still we didn't manage to finish looking at everything! There are 6 foodcourts in SP and each of them is situated distinctively far from the other. Guess what, I met the Malay auntie selling Malay food at the last stall in Fuchun secondary. Turned out that she is also selling food here too, at food court number 4. Still, it is awesome that I have good friends that were willing to bring me around the campus before the actual orientation.
I got to know a lot of stories about SP. From an accident of a girl that leads to the bridge being painted all red, to the phone booth at the School of Business block suddenly rings at midnight. Lol, we actually walked past them and noticed nothing wrong, but to be honest, the view from where we were standing (the block of School of Business) to the vast deserted land below that was under construction sent chills down my spines. SP is, afterall, the oldest poly in Singapore and there are lots of stories to tell.
I got into Chemical Process Technology. I don't know what the heck that course is but from what I know and what I heard, this course is interesting and "power", even though in fact it is from the 8th choice of my JAE application.
Pathetic right?
Had I got a better results, I could have got into some better courses like Aerospace Engineering, or Biomed.
Nevermind now, at least I got what I really desire after all.
Really looking forward to SP Orientation. I don't care about my Hwa Chong results anymore.
But what if I got enough points to enroll in HCI again?
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One girl that I just met is really cute. ^^
I threw the coin into the "happiness" box.
I made so many friends today and they brought me around the school, my future school, Singapore Polytechnic. The school is really huge and it took around 2 hour plus for the tour and still we didn't manage to finish looking at everything! There are 6 foodcourts in SP and each of them is situated distinctively far from the other. Guess what, I met the Malay auntie selling Malay food at the last stall in Fuchun secondary. Turned out that she is also selling food here too, at food court number 4. Still, it is awesome that I have good friends that were willing to bring me around the campus before the actual orientation.
I got to know a lot of stories about SP. From an accident of a girl that leads to the bridge being painted all red, to the phone booth at the School of Business block suddenly rings at midnight. Lol, we actually walked past them and noticed nothing wrong, but to be honest, the view from where we were standing (the block of School of Business) to the vast deserted land below that was under construction sent chills down my spines. SP is, afterall, the oldest poly in Singapore and there are lots of stories to tell.
I got into Chemical Process Technology. I don't know what the heck that course is but from what I know and what I heard, this course is interesting and "power", even though in fact it is from the 8th choice of my JAE application.
Pathetic right?
Had I got a better results, I could have got into some better courses like Aerospace Engineering, or Biomed.
Nevermind now, at least I got what I really desire after all.
Really looking forward to SP Orientation. I don't care about my Hwa Chong results anymore.
But what if I got enough points to enroll in HCI again?
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One girl that I just met is really cute. ^^
I threw the coin into the "happiness" box.
Monday, January 26, 2009
Bloxorz
It's an extremely fun mind-boggling puzzle game. You all should try it.
http://www.miniclip.com/games/bloxorz/en/
It's not easy to win though, took me 2 hours and 33 minutes to unlock all 33 levels. :D
Final Level code: 614955 (This is just a proof that I got to the last level, but you all can use this if you are lazy to start from beginning.)
Have fun, Happy Chinese New Year!
http://www.miniclip.com/games/bloxorz/en/
It's not easy to win though, took me 2 hours and 33 minutes to unlock all 33 levels. :D
Final Level code: 614955 (This is just a proof that I got to the last level, but you all can use this if you are lazy to start from beginning.)
Have fun, Happy Chinese New Year!
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Friday, January 16, 2009
Move on, work harder.
3 hours a day, 4 days a week, 1 hour bus back and forth, back and forth for 2 years.
The memorable times that I've spent training Judo in HCI with all those cool mates. . . It is regretful that I didn't make it to Hwa Chong in the end. I got the news that the coach there actually announced to everyone from the team in a very sad tone that I failed my O levels. I didn't know that sir were anticipating my presence there so much, in the end to be extremely disappointed when I didn't make it. I feel very sorry for him...
But probably, HCJC isn't in my path, Judo isn't my thing at all, and probably God is just not letting me go to the wrong way. This could've been a fateful ending for me. To waste the best chance that I could have got. Well, probably that's how it's supposed to be after all. I always got a problem in the past at the very last minute which fatally crashed everything down and shattered my only hope. And to say that I put my 100% hope and trust in this O level and believed in my performance, this complete failure turned me down miserably.
And to be serious if there is only one person in Fuchun secondary school that I really hate, that must be Ms. Rohaini (or Rohani, I don't know). She is the last person I wanna see in the whole school, the fat and round face gave me the creeps every time she looked at me. And with her so called "fair" treatment she gave to the students like me, I just hoped she didn't teach me English at all. I know her English is superb, probably way much better than me. She could have got an A1 for the paper and I get a D7. And to make matters worse, when I received the shocking results, she came over to me with a smirk on her face showing full satisfaction, using words which I felt was no different than an insult, she was talking and smiling at the same time with a condescending tone to me, as if to tell me that "This is what you got for not listening to me, stupid boy" Honestly, she reminds me of that evil witch that took over Dumbledore's position as headmaster in Hogwarts, I can't remember her name. Mind you, she likes to use the word "stupidity" on me. And she even thought that I was over-complacent. Yes she is like Ms. Cynthia Tan, or my uncle. Whatever. I just don't like these people. The only people I hate. When I wanted to appeal for remarking my English paper, she almost turned me down by saying it's a waste of time (which teacher will do that?).
I know it's bad to talk about this behind people's back and as a student, I should have respects for teachers as well as my uncle. But nobody is perfect anyway, at least I didn't insult other people with inappropriate words, except for when I'm too pissed. Talk about being right...... I am still aiming to be a better person every day.
Anyway, I'm going for Ngee Ann Poly and my first choice is Biomedical Science, hopefully I get in. Whatever happens, I will still have to work hard. It's not the end yet and I shouldn't let anymore failure affecting my future.
Just move on.
But probably I can't continue my dream of studying philosophy or psychology anymore. -.-
What a waste.
"Failure is the mother of Success."
But at least now I know those who are delighted when I failed to get to HCI. I would happily tell them to fuck off.
Yes and with this kind of English, I get a D7. I know I don't use bombastic words or such, they are not my type.
The memorable times that I've spent training Judo in HCI with all those cool mates. . . It is regretful that I didn't make it to Hwa Chong in the end. I got the news that the coach there actually announced to everyone from the team in a very sad tone that I failed my O levels. I didn't know that sir were anticipating my presence there so much, in the end to be extremely disappointed when I didn't make it. I feel very sorry for him...
But probably, HCJC isn't in my path, Judo isn't my thing at all, and probably God is just not letting me go to the wrong way. This could've been a fateful ending for me. To waste the best chance that I could have got. Well, probably that's how it's supposed to be after all. I always got a problem in the past at the very last minute which fatally crashed everything down and shattered my only hope. And to say that I put my 100% hope and trust in this O level and believed in my performance, this complete failure turned me down miserably.
And to be serious if there is only one person in Fuchun secondary school that I really hate, that must be Ms. Rohaini (or Rohani, I don't know). She is the last person I wanna see in the whole school, the fat and round face gave me the creeps every time she looked at me. And with her so called "fair" treatment she gave to the students like me, I just hoped she didn't teach me English at all. I know her English is superb, probably way much better than me. She could have got an A1 for the paper and I get a D7. And to make matters worse, when I received the shocking results, she came over to me with a smirk on her face showing full satisfaction, using words which I felt was no different than an insult, she was talking and smiling at the same time with a condescending tone to me, as if to tell me that "This is what you got for not listening to me, stupid boy" Honestly, she reminds me of that evil witch that took over Dumbledore's position as headmaster in Hogwarts, I can't remember her name. Mind you, she likes to use the word "stupidity" on me. And she even thought that I was over-complacent. Yes she is like Ms. Cynthia Tan, or my uncle. Whatever. I just don't like these people. The only people I hate. When I wanted to appeal for remarking my English paper, she almost turned me down by saying it's a waste of time (which teacher will do that?).
I know it's bad to talk about this behind people's back and as a student, I should have respects for teachers as well as my uncle. But nobody is perfect anyway, at least I didn't insult other people with inappropriate words, except for when I'm too pissed. Talk about being right...... I am still aiming to be a better person every day.
Anyway, I'm going for Ngee Ann Poly and my first choice is Biomedical Science, hopefully I get in. Whatever happens, I will still have to work hard. It's not the end yet and I shouldn't let anymore failure affecting my future.
Just move on.
But probably I can't continue my dream of studying philosophy or psychology anymore. -.-
What a waste.
"Failure is the mother of Success."
But at least now I know those who are delighted when I failed to get to HCI. I would happily tell them to fuck off.
Yes and with this kind of English, I get a D7. I know I don't use bombastic words or such, they are not my type.
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Dearly Beloved
This is the original
-> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hGMkzdcu8gM
And some geniuses made their own version of Dearly Beloved.
-> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CBh78pGxFEw&feature=rec-fresh+div
The last part was funny though.
The actual piece of Dearly Beloved is actually very short. I used to practice playing this once, but can't really seem to perfect it even though it looks very easy. It was a long long time agoooo.
-> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hGMkzdcu8gM
And some geniuses made their own version of Dearly Beloved.
-> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CBh78pGxFEw&feature=rec-fresh+div
The last part was funny though.
The actual piece of Dearly Beloved is actually very short. I used to practice playing this once, but can't really seem to perfect it even though it looks very easy. It was a long long time agoooo.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Tranquil Emotions
That's the title of this piano piece.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qsip_IC7Wgc&feature=channel_page
awesome. :)
Man man, what are you doing now.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qsip_IC7Wgc&feature=channel_page
awesome. :)
Man man, what are you doing now.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
nostalgic feeling.
I thought I forgot about her,
but when I passed by her friendster and saw her photos today, the old feelings came back again.
nice little girl. so nice, so cute.
Cass~
you are missed. :(
damn, I promised to ask her out one day (which she said ok!), but seems like I didn't make it last year.
I'm sorry. So sorry.
I owe you a lot man.......
Lol, to be honest, you helped me out a lot during O level times, my worst time, when I was having mental depression because of some traumatic experiences in the past. 0.o
You brought me back to reality at the right time and so I did well for the exams. But I was stupid to let you down.
Sorry.
Saxophone girl.
Oh and because I don't want to regret later, so I'm gonna make it public here so everyone will know.
I LIKE YOU!
ya, I feel better when I confess it out.
so, take care. xD
Red Green Red Green Red Green
I like these colours. xD
but when I passed by her friendster and saw her photos today, the old feelings came back again.
nice little girl. so nice, so cute.
Cass~
you are missed. :(
damn, I promised to ask her out one day (which she said ok!), but seems like I didn't make it last year.
I'm sorry. So sorry.
I owe you a lot man.......
Lol, to be honest, you helped me out a lot during O level times, my worst time, when I was having mental depression because of some traumatic experiences in the past. 0.o
You brought me back to reality at the right time and so I did well for the exams. But I was stupid to let you down.
Sorry.
Saxophone girl.
Oh and because I don't want to regret later, so I'm gonna make it public here so everyone will know.
I LIKE YOU!
ya, I feel better when I confess it out.
so, take care. xD
Red Green Red Green Red Green
I like these colours. xD
Friday, January 2, 2009
January 02 2008
One thing to tell you guys before I go off.
I own a bike. =))
It sucks though, but cool. Been using it for a month or so when I was back in Vietnam. Been traveling to lots of places, even out of the city.
But the petrol price is awesomely high. :<
I realize you can live with $200-$300 bucks a month in Singapore but you can't live with 200,000 - 300,000 VND in Vietnam. Vietnam standard of living is much higher than Singapore but the quality of life still sucks to the core. thanks to the rising tourism rate and the global oil price.
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I'm telling myself that the last book I'm gonna buy is Breaking Dawn by Stephenie Meyer. It came out as the best book in 2008. So, I can't wait to buy it. I already got the previous 3 parts so this book is the last in my collection.
After this, I'm gonna start reading, and stop buying.
I own a bike. =))
It sucks though, but cool. Been using it for a month or so when I was back in Vietnam. Been traveling to lots of places, even out of the city.
But the petrol price is awesomely high. :<
I realize you can live with $200-$300 bucks a month in Singapore but you can't live with 200,000 - 300,000 VND in Vietnam. Vietnam standard of living is much higher than Singapore but the quality of life still sucks to the core. thanks to the rising tourism rate and the global oil price.
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I'm telling myself that the last book I'm gonna buy is Breaking Dawn by Stephenie Meyer. It came out as the best book in 2008. So, I can't wait to buy it. I already got the previous 3 parts so this book is the last in my collection.
After this, I'm gonna start reading, and stop buying.
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